#all alone
Freddie Dredd - All Alone
Freddie Dredd – All Alone
Trend-setting Ontario rapper Freddie Dredd shares a new claymation video for “All Alone.” Pioneering a bass-heavy and demonic strain of Hip-Hop, Freddie is the unlikely face of the internet-savvy underground. Watch the claymation video for “All Alone” HERE.
A member of the Doomshop/Sixset collective of boundary-pushing artists, Freddie Dredd has cultivated a massive following with his abrasive…
Inner Peace
Did this as an NFT Commission for an anonymous collector. We worked together to make it.
don’t you just love it when the guy you like asks for your advice to ask his crush to prom and reassure him that she’ll say yes cause he’s just such a great guy.
i feel numb.
everytime he texts me, i want to reply right away. but i shouldn’t. he dosent care about me like he cares about her.
he will never love me like he does her.
the worst part about it is that i cant hate you. i cant. you have been nothinb but wonderful and loving towards me for the last two months.
it would be different if you were some cruel, horrible, manipulative person. but you’re not.
you always ask about my day. you ask me about how im feeling, if i am doing ok. hè asks me questions bcs ‘hè wants to get to know me better’.
he sends me red hearts and hè sends me drawn hearts on snapchat. hè is nothing but a wonderful and thoughtful human being.
we’re eachother’s number 1 best friend on snapchat for months now and we send a minimum of 300 snaps/texts a day, and not counting when we talk at school.
hè makes me laugh. hè distracts me when im having a bad day with a funny story of his. he asks me if i want to talk about it, and if i do he listens contently, if i say i dont want to talk about it, he drops it and starts another conversation.
so how can i hate someone like that. i cant.
and yet, when he asked me for girl advice on how to ask his crush to prom, everytging hurt. i trachee for the bottle and now im lying in my bed crying and drunk as i am writing this.
but he deserves her. shes pretty. shes skinny. shes not fucked. she hasnt been depressed for the last 5 years of her life. she never self-harmed. shes perfect for him.
i want to let go of him. i cant keep doing this to myself, but on the other hand, i deserve to get hurt. i care about almost nothing in this world, so i should feel what it feels like to get stabbed repeatedly.
he deserves someone like her. not like me.
Never loved.
I will be fine on my own.
I don’t have energy anymore to make someone stay who doesn’t want to.
You were my yellow paint.
goals
gotta do whatcha gotta do for da dope
I’m always thinking and thinking and over thinking about everything I say and do because I’m trying to figure out why it’s so easy for people to leave me like I wasn’t worth anything in the first place even though I try so hard to be perfect but as usual I’m not good enough
Day 72 of college
After everyone leaves the saddest part is getting used to being all alone again
why am i still alive?
because im really tired of living
Az egyik legfájdalmasabb dolog az életben, ha úgy érzed egyedül maradtál…
They said time heals. They lied.
If you see this, please talk to me i really feel like shit. :(
I’m so fuckin alone in this fuckin world.
Enjoy your Sunday. Like I do
