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FRANK CAMPBELL

Status carnaval

_ nesse carnaval a única fantasia que vou usar vai ser meu pijama

_ axé pra quem é de axé, Netflix pra quem é de Netflix

_ nem vem com carnaval, sou sad girl

_ mim não gostar de carnaval, mim ser índio anti-social

_ carnaval chegando, minha cama que me aguarde

_ nem vem de carnaval, sou gótica

_ um monte de gente suada pulando igual maluco e eu que vou pro meio? Deus me dible

My Thoughts When Meeting People

I don’t know how to communicate. Sure, some people think it’s easy and all you have to do is go up to someone and introduce yourself but, it’s not that easy.

You see, going up means walking up to them. As I’m walking to them I prepare a scrip I am rehearse in my head, my legs are getting weaker, my brain starts to freak out. By the time I get to the person, I forgotten my own name as I’m sweating a storm and hope my breath doesn’t smell bad as I try to speak. In the end, if that person is kind, they would tell me it’s okay and immediately would become a friend but, if not, I try to forget the existence as if it never happened… that’s why I don’t walk up to people.

No, instead, I stay away from introducing myself. Rather, I feel more comfortable if someone came up to me and introduced themselves. It makes me feel like it’s not a bother that I’m in their life, rather, they chosen me to be in it.

I guess what I want to say is, if you are reading this, and you have no problem introducing yourselves to other people, and you see someone alone, talk to them. Become their friend. Maybe it may start an amazing friendship, and make the other person a bit more comfortable with their environment.

When you know your crazy is illogical but it’s somehow still 100% real for you.

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