#borderline
Um ehrlich zu sein, will ich es gar nicht weiter versuchen. Ich will einfach gehen und diesem Buch ein Ende geben.
Tame Impala - The slow rush.
any other borderlines find their impulsiveness getting worse on a higher dose of seroquel ?? i upped my dose recently on recommendation from a psych but my impulsive symptoms have been wreaking havoc on me- is this normal ? does it go away ?
yeah so uh. question answered. i was just in a hypomanic episode- anyways now my hair is green and i have 30 whole dollars left in my bank account-
side note: i might have bipolar 2 as well as bpd
5 years have passed and yet i still feel like i am 13 and still didn’t get out of this hole. it is my home.
i’ve tried so hard but i guess being a good person doesn’t get you anywhere.
i love running back to what broke me.
can i be a reocurring character in your dreams?
you destroyed my perception of love.
the fear of it
never coming to existence
will never leave me
i think i will keep dreaming.
i am too much in love with the moon to be a morning person.
i want to start over
but the memories dont let me.
the memory is unclear but the feelings remain.
i want to kiss you
and then cry a little.
you never said sorry.
when i realized
you werent for me
i broke my pieces
just to fit in with yours
yet you still werent for me
and i was left broken.
i dont care
if the world ends
because with you
it will start again in the morning.
searching for a word
good enough to describe my love to you
i found nothing
because no one ever loved that much.
i fall in love with you every day
again and again
and each is different
in different i mean more beautiful
with endless improvement.
how is it possible
that our pure souls
found each other
in this world full of disgrace.
