#character study

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Some more RPG characters. OCs from both RPGs. Also an OC version of Ned’s older brother Rob.

RPG Character studys. Here you see characters who are featured in both rpgs of mine. 1 is the first one and 2 the second one.

Arnie has a (al-Hashimi) behind his name because he’s married to Faisal in the first rpg. I also thought about giving Majid a surname in the second version cause he’s married to Lawrence sister Florence and more or less got adopted as a child by Ali’s parents.

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Hiro Hamada, a fourteen year old robotics genius, a former botfighting hustler and a student at SFIT.

Botfighting days,

Hiro was an unknown botfighter, he often hustles cash from prominent botfighters, which got him in trouble, until his older brother, Tadashi, saved him from being clobbered.

Hiro was then convinced by Tadashi to stop his botfighting nonsense and apply for college at the age fourteen.

You see, Hiro graduated at the age of thirteen, giving more evidence to his genius intellect.

Tadashi’s death

His brother died in a fire, in an attempt to save a certain professor that the brothers presumably idolized.

After Tadashi’s death, Hiro is so depressed that he’s not eating anything for a few weeks. His brother was his only immediate family left.

His parents died when he was three, and now his brother at fourteen.

A whole mess of things happens, basically Hiro discovers that the fire that broke out the night he was accepted to Tadashi’s school, HIS NIGHT,that killed his brother was not any freak accident and concludes that the masked man set the fire in order to steal the microbots he created that no one was supposed to know until the night of the showcase.

Anyway, when Baymax was reactivated, Hiro said one of his brother’s catchphrases “Unbelievable”.

It is the word that Tadashi often uses when Hiro does something idiotic.

Hiro then forms the team of pseudo-avengers composed of Tadashi’s friends from school, who go out of their way to protect and console Hiro of his recent loss.

Pseudo-Avengers because they’re doing this to put a stop to the man using his tech for something evil and turn in the man who killed Tadashi and Professor Callaghan.

It was during this time that he utters “I just have to look for another angle”, another of Tadashi’s quotes.

That quote was what gave Hiro the idea for creating the microbots, the full quote goes “Shake things up, use that big brain of yours to think your way out, look for a new angle”

Hiro has a perfect distraction, the successful capture of the man in the mask, aptly dubbed “Yokai”.

He creates the team’s super suits basing all of them towards their projects at the school, while Hiro uses his brother’s project.

Giving him another illusion that his brother is still with him, and they create a very good team.

With the discovery of Yokai being Professor Callaghan that Tadashi died trying to save, something in Hiro snapped.

His brother’s heroic sacrifice just turned into a senseless sacrifice, his goal changed from capture to destroy.

“Baymax… Destroy” is the quote he himself uses at the beginning of the movie. This is something Hiro does on a frequent basis while botfighting,

Seeing the error of his ways, the team sets out to try and stop Callaghan from killing someone.

Hiro also says “I guess I’m not like my brother”, its an important detail later.

This is the time where he utters to the team “Use those big brains of your to think your way around the problem, look for a new angle!”

He uses the same quote to the team and make them resolve their respective problems.

Which does work.

So everyone succeeds, now Baymax discovers that Callaghan’s daughter, the person indirectly responsible as to why Professor Callaghan was doing all these, is in fact alive inside the portal.

Hiro uses Tadashi last words to Hiro as his argument to Krei, just like how Tadashi used it as his argument to Hiro.

“She’s alive in there, Someone has to help" 

"Callaghan’s in there, someone has to help”

—-

People perceive that the movie sends the message of moving on, but can someone really move on if their loved one was forcibly taken away from them? you can dull the pain but it won’t stop hurting.

Anyway, the way I see Hiro’s character growing in the movie is that he never moves on, its as if he’s trying his hardest to BETadashi.

“I’m not like my brother” is the quote you need to go, because that is the biggest indication that he’s trying to be his brother.

He’s trying to be Tadashi.

With the way he says Tadashi’s words to him, its more likely that he’s convincing himself that its what Tadashi would have done.

So in actuality, its not Character development its Character deterioration. He gets better at hiding his pain and grief over losing his brother.

Tadashi’s death is something that Hiro would blame himself over and over. He was there with him he could have saved him, he could have stopped him. Its one of the main reasons he’s super angry at Callaghan, he’s having a major case of Survivor’s guilt.

In fact his anger at Callaghan during that one dark scene, is also aimed at himself, but he needs someone else to blame for it.

So in actuality there was no message being sent by the movie, so Tadashi’s reappearance, outside of flashbacks, in a possible sequel will not destroy any message that this movie sends if there isn’t any in the first place.

DISCLAIMER

I DON’T CLAIM TO BE PROMINENT AT CHILD PSYCHOLOGY, I’M BASING THIS ON SOME EXPERIENCES I HAD AND SOME OF THE SCENE I HAVE SEEN IN POP CULTURE, ESPECIALLY ANIME AND LIVE ACTION DRAMA.

THIS IS HOW I SEE HIRO’S CHARACTER IS IN THE MOVIE.

NO BASHING PLEASE

Holding the closed envelope in his hand, Remus felt as though he’d carved his heart out from his chest and painted his entire sleeve red. Gods it wasn’t like him, he thought, to write a letter like this. He’d been so recklessly, almost cruelly honest. He had to end it in a hurry as well, before all the certainty slipped from his mind. The air was heating up rapidly after the morning passed, sweat started to gather on his forehead. He shoved the letter into the post, lest the jittering in his chest made him pull back and tear it up. 

—

Sirius,

I hope you’re doing well. James sent me a letter earlier this This is not a letter to offer you forgiveness. Though that’s a complicated business, as I’m sure you understand. Yet, part of me feels I still could tell you about a few things on my mind. 

James sent me a letter earlier this week. A tiny note, not much else beyond the haphazard announcement that you’ve run away from home. He told me I didn’t need to reply right away, that I should feel free to take as much time as I needed. But since I’ve been having all the time in the world at home, I have been obsessing my way through these thoughts. Here’s to share some of them, until I visit.

Before anything else, Sirius, I know you. Thus, I feel as though I could see exactly which string pulled in your head, and which string didn’t jump to react, that led to you doing what you did. This goes for both your running away and what you did before the end of school. I don’t know if I should be the one to pronounce judgements but— what happened and what you did to me was beyond rash and stupid (it goes without saying), but does not make you an evil person.

I could see how sorry you’ve been, despite not having approached me at all (which I appreciate, so thank you). I could tell how you’ve been beating yourself up, how you’ve locked yourself in your head this month at Grimmauld— ready to react, to lash out, to prove. 

So now tell me, if I’m so wrong in assuming, whatever happened that led to your running away, was at least in part because of me?

I know the Potters must be trying their best to take care of you. And I’m sorry thatI.regret that don’t want to add to your agitation, so I thought it’s best that I wait before going to see you. Because Padfoot, I feel I shouldn’t forgive you so easily. Nor should I, out of respect for myself, offer forgiveness because I know how bad you’re feeling, or for I know what you did because of me. In the close possible world of having actually made a murderer out of me, I would surely never forgive you nor myself. 

Though I have a confession to make. This is something which, for once, I doubt that you know. 

It is perhaps a lie to say that I could have killed Severus that night. It would not have happened as you imagined, if James hadn’t arrived in time. Because you see, James didn’t arrive in time. There were a couple of seconds when Snape, screaming, got a good look at me, long enough for any other wolf to have taken a lunge at him. But even as I snarled and bared my teeth, I was in my own mind. I found myself able to hold my head in the wolf’s, in the presence of another— hostile— human being, even without any of you around.

It is this realisation that has accompanied every other dreadful feeling passing through my head since. It occurred to me that in the wake of the whole business with Snape, perhaps I should be feeling more ashamed of what I am than ever. But I was not. Am not. Does this surprise you? It was you who taught me this. Since you— all of you— started running with me. You made me see this horrible thing could have its glimpse of something beautiful, of happiness.

As I am writing, I draw up the vivid memory of a full moon, in my own eyes, albeit through the wolf. The three of you would be close behind me, and all the grounds would be sizzling with moonlight and magic.

Anyway. 

I think about facing Snape again, and I feel a strange kind of honesty. To myself. I feel defiant— rather than ashamed— about looking Snape in the eyes again. Why wouldn’t I? I’ve been hiding but, I only hope that someday I’ll have nothing more to hide. Let the moon shine on all the broken pieces.

And that leads me to the second thing I wanted to say to you. Sirius, all our lives we’ve been made to feel in pain, having been broken, irrevocably lost something that makes one whole, normal. That we’re missing something crucial in our perspective that means we’ll never see ourselves and the world in the same way as them. But Sirius, love, we’ve come through. And standing on the other side, we can see better. 

It’s a gift, that we should see the world differently from them, that we are able to. Magic is a gift. Loving you is a gift. And I can see it now, the wolf is a gift.

There’s pain. But that means it’s real— it’s because of the pain that it’s real. I think of the others, drifting through life without a glitch, without an ounce of wonder at what’s in the grey underside of fluffy white clouds. Think of Peter. His shelters. Those are all that he has. For his whole life all he’s known are shelters, and he’d grow up only anxious to find more shelters. But we stand beyond it, don’t we? We can run free and wild, if only we could pry off the shackles in our head. And beyond anything else, this is the one thought I’ve been having since everything. Do you see what I mean?

Ma is calling me to breakfast, I’m afraid I’ll have to end the letter here. I hope I’ll see you soon, I want to know what you have to say to me. And I hope you see now forgiveness is a strange thing I don’t yet know what to do with. I hope we figure it out.

Yours,

Remus

26.10.21|Hey, guys! I reviewed a bit of history (actually, last week I just studied history and geography). These annotations are old, currently I’m trying to write on the tablet. I have a samsung tablet released in 2015 that keeps working (I really don’t know how to, haha) and found a PERFECT annotations app called touch notes. I think it’s the best app of its kind I’ve used in all these years and it’s still free! Do you usually take digital notes? What do you think about that? I know a lot of people criticize, but with this app it really looks like I’m writing on a sheet hahaha

20.10.21 | Hi guys, I have been away for a long period of time. With the pandemic, I decided to take a break from my social networks, but now I’m back with news! I dropped out of law school to do medical school! Medicine has always been my passion and I want to chase my dream! For now, I am still doing the selection processes to enter the universities, here in Brazil everyone who leaves high school must do these selection processes that we call “vestibular”. The exam to enter a medical university is usually very difficult and competitive, so I will show you my study routine here!

Note: I don’t use instagram anymore, which means I’ll be much more active on tumblr and sorry for bad english haha

30.09.2019 | Hello, everybody! All right? I had a super intense week because I had the proof of the bimester. Today I received the constitutional law test and I took a maximum note, I was very happy! Then I studied Civil law when I got home. Besides, I’ve decided I m gonna make my notes more on tablet than on paper. It’s more sustainable and more practical, too!

29.07.2019 | Today I dated my boyfriend to a bookstore on my town blocks, we bought a lot of law books for preposterous prices and we were walking the rest of the day by the little pits, talking, taking pictures. It was a very relaxing and quiet day, to make up for the madness that’s gonna be my semester from Wednesday.

working on some turn-arounds for my spooky pals

& a bonus drawing of Clyde just because ; )

character design is my passion

character design!

Soulmates: Icarus (Team CRDL/Team SSSN)

Cardin never had to find his soulmate. He’d just always been there, seemingly from birth, though he knew they’d been five when their parents- also soulmates- had met. And he considered himself lucky. As he got older, he learned just how long some had to wait to meet their soulmate. The years or decades they had to wonder- who would share my semblance? When all he’d had to do was follow his máthair to find his other half.

Going to Shade was strange, in a way. He hadn’t really had the desire to be a huntsman. But Russel had wanted to go, and he had followed. Followed all throughout schooling; through Oscuro into Shade.

There was never a question that Russel Thrush was his soulmate. That he had a bright boy who he sometimes didn’t feel like he deserved, who rambled and smiled and valued other’s happiness above his own. It had just never occurred to Cardin that Russel wasn’t his only soulmate. That the two of them would run into more.

Sky Lark is… fun, in a way. He reminds Cardin of Russel. Smiling and rambling. A class clown in all ways minus funny shoes and red nose. Sometimes he questions Sky being made leader, but then he sees the way Sky’s eyes flick between them and he thinks he understands. It’s Russel who realizes that Sky is their soulmate. He’d come barging into the room, eyes wide and brown swirling almost widely in blue. It was rare for Russel to get too worried. Usually that was Cardin’s job. After all, he’d kept them both from dying throughout their childhood. But Russel didn’t notice the role reversal, just rushed up to Cardin and grabbed onto his forearms. If not for their size difference, Russel would likely be shaking him. The boy certainly gave a valiant try. “Cardin- Sky- I saw- semblance!”

Cardin blinked down at Russel, trying subtly to remove himself from the grip before his brains were scrambled. “You saw Sky’s semblance?” He didn’t understand why that was important.

“Yes!!” Russel said emphatically. His whole face lit up as he smiled, every bit of worry melted into excitement like it hadn’t even been there.

“Okay…?” Cardin said, still not understanding.

“He rewound time,” Russel said, trusting Cardin to understand. And he finally did. It felt like his heart hammered to a sudden stop. He wasn’t sure what emotion he felt at the moment. They had a third soulmate.

Russel had a third soulmate.

Had he not been enough?

In front of him, Russel’s face dropped, and he cursed himself for apparently being too obvious. Being raised together did him no favours with hiding his emotions. Immediately Russel’s hands squished his cheeks and he leaned his forehead down against Cardin’s. “Absolutely not,” Russel said with certainty, with the rare tone that left no room for arguments. The one that was serious and said he was right- The one that Cardin couldn’t help but trust even on his worst days, when his brain really had it out for him, because he used it with Cardin and Cardin alone. Cardin wondered if that would change, now. “You’re always enough. Fate just knew our hearts were big, that they’d have so much room it’d be a shame to share between only two soulmates.”

Cardin snorted despite himself. It was dumb and cheesy. He knew it was almost exactly what he himself would say, in the quiet between the two of them. Especially about Russel. Cardin had never known anyone with a bigger heart. That was one of a hundred different things he loved about Russel. His hands came up to cover Russel’s. “Fate knew we could love multiple people.”

“Exactly.” Russel smiled and kissed him. After they parted, Cardin gently pushed him away.

“Worry and being poetic, you’re taking my jobs today,” Cardin said and crossed his arms. Russel grinned at him.

“I guess this means you have to smile more, then,” Russel said.

Cardin rolled his eyes. “I smile plenty.” Russel took his cheeks again and pushed them upward into a faux smile until the faux faded to real at Russel’s ridiculousness. His soulmate- one of his soulmates? first soulmate? - always had a desire to make everyone happy. Something that seemed to go double for him. He wondered how much a third soulmate would change that.

Not much, turns out. Which Cardin really should have expected. Looking at Russel now, Cardin felt bad for ever doubting Russel. Because Russel was right, despite what his brain wanted to say, they really did work well in a group.

And Fate just seemed to want to keep that going.

Now, if he wanted to, Cardin could deny that Sage Ayana made his mouth go dry. But as stated, that’d be a denial. Sage was tall and seemed to be built like a tree and had neck tattoos and Cardin felt his chest stop and go hot just seeing him, like he was some protagonist in a cheesy romance novel. It was a purely aesthetic attraction, really. Though the way his heart seemed to want to stutter the longer they got to know team SSSN and the longer golden eyes looked at him was scarily reminiscent of the effect Russel had always had on him and Sky had long begun to have. When Cardin saw him use his semblance, it seemed fitting. He’d have to tell Russel their little group got larger.

From the way Russel brightened, he didn’t seem to mind.

Somehow, Cardin managed to find the next one as well. Dove Bronzewing. Somehow it only seemed appropriate their team was seemingly fated to be together. Though Cardin wasn’t sure about the strategic advantage of having a team built up of the same semblance. Dove seemed convinced they could use it, though. And Cardin found he believed him.

Russel did as well. Which Cardin wanted to say was a good sign. But he knew it wasn’t. Ever since they were kids, he saw the good in everybody even to his own endangerment. So Cardin had to make sure he was more wary in his views of those around him. He wasn’t sure if it was the soulmate thing or not, but as he said, he found himself trusting Dove even despite the boy’s prickly nature.

Scarlet David was next, discovered by Russel. Cardin began to wonder what they would do for a bed. Or beds. Multiple would be better- there were some nights he felt sure Russel would feel more comfortable alone. Though the idiot refused to say anything. Too kind for his own good. That was one reason he liked Scarlet. The boy was stubborn and confident in a way even Sky wasn’t. He was good for Russel, even when Cardin worried about his influence on him— because not only was Scarlet confident, he was chaotic in a way that matched Russel perfectly. Something that was beautiful yet terrifying nonetheless.

During a training exercise Russel found Sun Wukong. The boy saved him from what would’ve been a nasty wound by rewinding time a few seconds to provide him with enough to move out of the way. Whether or not the grimm almost got him because he wasn’t paying attention, he wouldn’t answer. (Which was an answer in itself.) Either way, Cardin was eternally grateful to Sun for saving Russel. He was incredibly kind and bright like Russel. But he also had the foulest mouth Cardin had ever heard (and that was saying something) and was a spitfire- though not as much as Scarlet was. Nobody could out spitfire Scarlet. (It was probably a safety measure for the world.)

They figured out Neptune Vasilias together. One semblance tying two complete teams together. Somehow, Cardin knew they were done now. And Russel agreed with the feeling. The boy was quiet and a serial flirt. Especially after the soulmate realization. Cardin personally had been flirted with multiple times and winked at more times then he could count- his face heating treacherously with each. It was unfair that the others didn’t seem particularly prone to blushing except on the rarest occasions.