I wrote the following six years ago when I was 15, my dad was abusive and my mom ignored it I just found it in an old notebook. A child should never feel this much pain and fear. Someday I hope I can make this little girl proud.
Yellow Oak Tree:
The sun is hot and burning
The earth is cruel and harming
Fear surrounds the innocent
Can nothing be saved?
But as I lay beneath you shade a cloak of serenity cascades around me
It’s 2AM and I just cut all my hair off because I felt my life spiraling out of control yet again and I wanted to and I wanted to feel in control again. Now I’m kinda freaking out but I also kinda love my new hair!
Joey was the cutest gay boy around. Full of gay life - and so happy to be gay. So proud - and happy. A freshman - a happy freshman. Everyone loved Joey - he was like everyone’s gay kid brother.
The men of the campus GSU felt the same about Joey - and were very protective of their new little brother. Of course, he was a passionate and enthusiastic first-year member of the GSU - but more than that, the GSU brothers loved Joey like their own little brother. And especially loved how the little guy was exactly the gay boy that they hoped all gays could be: happy, joyful, and proud in who he is.
So it made it very easy for the next target in the GSU for the Conversion Therapy plans to be chosen. It would be Joey.
But this kind of personality would be hard to break. So again, the army of converter women was enlisted - but they weren’t going to take a chance with this special prize. The conversion of their beloved Joey would be a demoralizing loss for the GSU - striking at the very heart of who they are and what they hope for the world…
So the plan was set: after surveillance of Joey’s schedule, they knew when he would be at his apartment without his roommates. FOUR women were sent in to do the job - and they weren’t going to leave until they made Joey a flaming, tittie-loving heterosexual.
Amanda went in the apartment first. Before Joey could say anything, she dropped her top. Joey’s eyes almost popped out of his head as he saw her massive bazoombas! She let them bounce for him - but she wouldn’t let him play with them. But she kept laughing and letting her big titties bounce up and down and up and down and up and down… hypnotizing Joey… She keep bouncing until she saw the sign - the twitching in his pants as his erection had sprung!
As quickly as she came in, Amanda left - with Joey wondering what the hell had just happened and how fantastic it was! But before he could think about it further, in walked the next converter: Bambi.
Bambi knew that Joey would fall for the same kinds of big bouncing boobs that Amanda had shown him - and she wasted no time in getting her tits out and showing Joey that she had some pretty gargantuan mammories too..
Bouncing and bouncing, up and down and up and down. Joey was losing his mind - so mesmerized by the second big set of breasts to bounce up and down in his living room tonight.
But unlike Amanda, Bambi went one step further. Once she saw Joey was completely hard, she unzipped his pants, and pulled out Joey’s huge Italian gay-boy penis. Amanda was impressed by his size - and his hardness! She took Joey’s big cock in her hand and laughed at the fact that her tits had made him so incredibly hard. She stroked his penis as he continued to stare at her big melons - almost babbling - and ooohing and aaahing - as he went googoo for boobies! But Joey was still not allowed to touch them!
Bambi let go of the wonderkid’s Italian dong, and left - leaving Joey almost crying - as she just left him hanging - no climax, no more titties to look at…
But like clockwork, Ginger was next. Her job was to just get Joey so sexually aroused that his brain would melt. So she too got out her bouncing bosoms, and made them do the jug-dance while Joey went wild for her big globes. And she went to work on his huge Italian sausage - making sure that all that heightened sexual arousal was getting paired with the sight of her bra-busting watermelons.
And for the next hour, Joey was edged up - watching titties - but still not able to touch them. His penis was aching for relief - and Joey started begging - but Ginger was a master edger, and knew how to take Joey right to the edge before letting go of his cock and letting Joey come down from the edge - before starting to stroke him again. Edge and let go, edge and let go, edge and let go…doing it over, and over, and again, and again…
Joey was squirming and desperately needing to cum. He could barely speak - he could only manage to groan as his penis kept dancing to the magnificent sight of the third pair of titties that evening… Then Ginger got up and left…
Joey screamed so loud - frustrated and so horny… But just seconds later, Jillian came in. Jillian: “the Finisher”… It was time to baptize this boy back into the heterosexual church! Fittingly, she took Joey’s hand and brought him to the hot tub. There she started to suck his big dong, getting it to the edge again, and allowing Joey to have his first real and proper blow job: from a woman…
Joey felt like he was going to pass out - he was so damn crazy horny! Then he heard Jillian say the words he had longed to hear all night: “Joey, hold my big honkers!!!” And finally, FINALLY, Joey was able to take a big set of titties in his hands for the first time. It was like all was right with the world - and Jillian felt his big penis swell even more, as his fingers felt all around her man-enslaving orbs…
It was time for the finish - to bring Joey back home. Jillian guided his huge penis inside of her (taking a bit of time as the little guy’s penis was so long and thick) - and as she bounced her titties while he watched, his penis was being stroked by her pussy… Titties, pussy, titties, pussy, titties, pussy… that’s all that was in Joey’s head now…
Jillian smiled as Joey reached the point of no return. She yelled, “Joey, tell me what you want!”
And Joey screamed, “THE ONLY… THING… I… WANT… IS.. BIIIIIG… TIIIIIIITTTTTIIIIIIIIESSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!”
And as Joey’s big dong came inside Jillian - the collective work of Amanda, Bamby, Ginger, and Jillian was brought to fruition. Joey’s most intense orgasm ever started to burn into his brain - opening up the old pathways - and re-seeding them with the thoughts of jugs, jugs, and more jugs…. In Joey’s brain, the “gay” was getting pushed out…
Joey smiled his goofy “Joey smile”… He was happy…
… Joey didn’t go to class - or the GSU meetings - for the next few weeks. No one knew that Joey was spending lots of time with his 4 new lady friends…
But one day, Thomas (GSU Vice-President of Media Relations) saw Joey on campus and confronted him. Joey clumsily made some excuse about being busy and not wanting to be in the GSU anymore - tripping over himself as many of the contents of his backpack fell on the floor, and Joey quickly bent down to put these magazines back in his backpack. Thomas saw the magazines - they were tittie porn mags. But not just tittie mags - they were BIG tittie mags. Pages and pages of massive cantaloupes. And Joey’s backpack? Filled not with textbooks, but filled completely with those big-booby magazines…
As Joey ran off without even saying goodbye, Thomas realized what had happened. He went off to the GSU office to tell the others the news: their little gay brother Joey… had been lost…
