#deppression
I’m going numb again.. I don’t want to but it feels like home..
Why haven’t you killed yourself yet?
Reblog if you would end your life in a heart beat if it didn’t affect anyone negatively
When you tell people you self harm, and all they think is knife wrist and blood.
They don’t understand what happens behind the scenes.
They don’t realise the lengths that we go to just to hide it.
They don’t know how creative we are, when the need hits but there’s no knives around.
They don’t realise just how fucked up it actually is.
They say they want to know, yet they flinch, hesitate, show disgust,
At what is actually, the prettiest part of the whole damn show.
Christmas can be a hard time for some people.
Don’t judge people or get angry if they won’t come to your function, maybe they’re doing their best just to keep their heart beating today.
Don’t expect people to bring presents, it’s been a hard year, they might be struggling just to put food on the table, keep the lights on or buy their meds.
Don’t force the holiday spirit on people. Some people have suffered severe trauma through the holiday period. You still expect them to be jolly about it just for you?
Christmas is a time to love, to be kind and care for others. Not to force big parties, bankruptcy, meltdowns or flashbacks on others.
Fuck societies expectations. Just spread the love.
Merry Christmas!
I’m pretty sure we contribute to the whole vampyre myth…
So… got my autism diagnosis today. Didn’t expect that.
Can you tell I’m burnt out? No? Good that’s how I want it.
I’m going to die if I keep going, but society doesn’t give breaks, especially not for mental health. So….I’ve just increased my workload… because burning fast and bright is less painful than the slow burn.
New psych, new possible illness….just another day.
Hate, sorrow, grief, anxiety, fear, trauma, depression, terror, uncertainty… you’ve been there with me through it all. Why would I give you up?
Some days are good… but then some days I want to dig 6 feet deep and carve my own headstone.
hello sweeties. i’m not dead. i’ll post some shit soon. love every person, who r following me. you r the best, remember it. if you have some questions or you just wanna talk to someone, you can write me. ♡
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VOTING ENDS SOON!!! I’d really REALLY appreciate if you could vote for my short film ‘Dee’ in the Reproductions Screenplay Contest.
It’s a short comedy about depression and how to coexist with it.
All you have to do is hit the purple vote button and then click the validation link sent to your email.
PLEASE vote. LINK IN BIO
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“i’d love to know the way it feels to have you between my arms”
“i wish you could hear the way i talk about you”
“sometimes people pretend you’re a bad person so they don’t feel guilty about the things they did to you”
“I couldn’t be more fucked up if I tried, - I would kill myself but I’ve already died.”
Original by RumourTalks
I’ve never been the brightest star
The light in me doesn’t shine far
I know that I’m running out of time
No one can blame me for trying
Every time i wake and pray
That its only for one more day
It gets hard to ignore these calls
I’m a prisoner to these four walls
And every time i think I’ve changed
I realise more I’m still the same
I hurt myself so i don’t cry
I bleed just to feel alive
Give anything to unzip this skin
Give it all away in an instant
Coz i don’t have much more to give
If this is living i don’t want to live…
