#destroy
I don’t know why but sometimes you still come back to me. It feels like I am the sea, calm and steady and you are the storm. You come and make my water collaps into big waves that could drown people. But you don’t drown anyone except for me. And so while I’m still thinking I’m over you, I can’t help but think of you and all the things that could‘ve happened if you loved me right. And then suddenly you leave again and the little wall I built myself to keep my town from the waves got broken. So I‘ll have to fix it again and wait for another storm to come over my calm sea.
Just like I always do: fix things and wait for you to destroy them again.
You didn’t LOVE her. You just didn’t want to be alone . Or maybe ,maybe she was just good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life , but you didn’t LOVE her. Because you don’t destroy the ones you love.
