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She could part oceans in two with her loving nature but there was a devastating loneliness in her eyes when she smiled.

If you see this, please talk to me i really feel like shit. :(

I’m so fuckin alone in this fuckin world.

If I fall tonight, could you bring me back to life?

I want someone to give love to.

I want someone to love me.

Genuinely, loyally, mutually, and for a lifetime.

I want my soulmate. I hope she exists.

That is the main thing I want in life.

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I’ve been unloved far longer than I’ve ever been loved.

I hope one day it will be the opposite.

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Misguided

“ₗₒₙₑₗᵢₙₑₛₛ dₒₑₛ ₙₒₜ cₒₘₑ fᵣₒₘ ₕₐᵥᵢₙg ₙₒ ₚₑₒₚₗₑ ₐbₒᵤₜ ₒₙₑ, bᵤₜ fᵣₒₘ bₑᵢₙg ᵤₙₐbₗₑ ₜₒ cₒₘₘᵤₙᵢcₐₜₑ ₜₕₑ ₜₕᵢₙgₛ ₜₕₐₜ ₛₑₑₘ ᵢₘₚₒᵣₜₐₙₜ ₜₒ ₒₙₑₛₑₗf, ₒᵣ fᵣₒₘ ₕₒₗdᵢₙg ᵥᵢₑwₛ ₜₕₐₜ ₒₜₕₑᵣₛ fᵢₙd ᵢₙₐdₘᵢₛₛᵢbₗₑ.”

“I love you. I always have. But you didn’t. And you never will.”

Why does every day feel like a fight to survive? “If I can just make it one more day everything will get better.” Over and over again, it’s a never ending cycle of longing to die but trying to live. I’m tired of it now. I just want to turn off my brain to end the pain.

You love them with all of your heart. They leave you broken in pieces. They force you to watch as they move on, never to be whole again.

Overthinking will destroy your mood. Breath and let go.

Heaven only knows when I’m in hell.

I really don’t know why I keep hoping things will get better.