So it took me a few heartbreaks… But I’m so so SO happy to say I’ve finally found my soulmate! This man has given my life so much more meaning than I ever knew possible and I honestly love him with all of my heart, I’d be lost without his kind smile and loving arms to hold me and keep me strong. I’m not really a girl of faith, but I do believe that something out there put me and him on this earth for each other, he is just my everything. A lot of people who I’ve been close to in my life have turned their backs on me due to meeting this man, and falling in love has caused me to lose people I really didn’t want to… But sadly when you meet the person you fall in love with you enter this bubble, and it’s as if everything else fades away and all you can think about is that person you’re in love with. I hope that the people who have turned away from me in frustration at my lack of communication with them feel the way that I feel one day to understand how amazing it feels. I know in my heart I’m going to marry this man one day, and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life building our adventures and taking on the world together despite our anxieties, we’re a team :) Thank you all so so much for being there for me in the years that I have relied on you and vented, and to the friends who have turned away from me just know that my arms are always open to you, and I’m happy to embrace you again should you want that of me. - Becky! <3
please note and acknowledge I have fucking eyelashes and I can’t begin to express how much it means to me.. Those are also my NATURAL eyebrows, I’m so excited to see ACTUAL progress, and to be able to walk outside and not have to worry some idiot is going to ask me if I have cancer. BUT for thoese of you that don’t know me I’ve suffered from trichotillomania for many, many, many years (literally half my life) so I know from previous experiences that even though I’m doing the best I’ve ever done in regards to re-growth one pulling session could literally put me back to square one. I’m not cured of my illness, I’m just doing well. I have urges and needs to pull, especially having just been dumped and having so many emotions regarding other crap but for some reason I’ve managed to stop pulling.. it’s like my brain is actually fighting with me for once, I can’t really explain it, but there you go! - Beckie xx
We sat down to chat with Lord Of the Lost on their first U.S. tour, day one in Chicago! Check out this awesome dark metal/industrial/dark rock band who hails from Germany. \m/