#hooking up

me on the outside:

me on the inside:

After what happened last night, I not only feel more confident about the size of my dick, but also really want a jockstrap more than ever.

That spark you feel inside you when you’re *this* close to a guy you wanna hook up with, lying next to each other in bed, arms/legs/feet touching…

I felt it for the first time in way too long of a time yesterday.

I want it again. I want more. I want him.

I should’ve known that when it comes to me, feelings get involved, things get complicated, and everyone is a whore.

The Lord greatly helps me in times where I am heavily tempted to be unchaste (ie, when I get out of relationships). When invariably I do get rather silly and think I can find what I had in a relationship by going out and getting into a random hookup, 90% of the time the guy flakes out on me. I’m gonna chalk that up to grace and God saying “nuh-uh”.