i have no idea how to use the updated tumblr app it’s been a minute

I don’t have energy anymore to make someone stay who doesn’t want to.

I am okay

I already am.

Damaged.

Nocturne

Tenuous tendrils stretch across the sky

like telephone lines, electric blue

and bold enough to stand against a usual dark.

Too high in the sky to be seen by daylight eyes,

their light comes from the bottom up,

like a mirage on a hot day, the heat

rises and turns the air into shimmer,

and they do. Almost auroral but not quite:

sibling, or cousin maybe - bland in its single

hue, that electric blue, those fingers

reaching only to clutch either each other

or the void they float in: an island of light

among the darkness.

Somewhere, there is a star with my name on it.

The telephone wires chart me a path to it.

But every time I pick up the phone,

it just keeps ringing.

And then the clouds dissipate.

And the line goes dead.

And I am left alone again

as if I wasn’t alone to begin with.

youbroke something inside me and now i’ll never be the same again.

i-had-strings-but-now-im-free:

my christmas wish is to die.

nothing has changed, merry christmas and happy holidays. my wish is still to die.

oh how i want to make that bitch eat her own hair

CHOKE AND SUFFER MOTHERFUCKER! I WANT TO SEE YOU WRITHE!!!!!!!

i can’t sleep and I’m thinking of you. it’s always you.

come backandhaunt me.

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

i would look so sexy splattered on the pavement

it’s all falling apart right in front of me.

Maybe I am waiting for something that it is never gonna happen.

Little lost right now.

I feel like the end of this year has been the very least thing I was expecting. I feel lost in all senses as I haven’t anything stable in my life and this time I am afraid.

Wie soll ich die Gedanken in meinem Kopf sortieren, wenn sie umherwirbeln, wie ein Sturm? Wie soll ich jemanden erklären, was in mir ist, wenn alles, wie in einem schwarzen Loch verschwindet?

$3000 has been stolen from me.

It’s gone. Officially. I tried everything to get it back. Trust me. Making this as an announcement.

You taught me what true love actually felt like. Then you refused to give it to me.

I lost my soul and I lost my spirit.

Sometimes I would just like to tell the people closest to me: hey, I was raped.

But then I don’t, because they’ll look at me differently.

it wasn’t home

I can’t find it… I think I’ve lost that special place I go to when I want to forget the rest of the world.

E.G. wandering

i used to not like ddlg and now it’s kind of growing on me? i thought i couldn’t be corrupted more than i already was but damn tumblr, you made it lmao