#lifeisbeautiful
I still remember all the nights I spent praying, dreaming, and crying because I wanted to not feel like a stranger in my own body. I lived like that for 30 years…my heart and mind constantly at war with the reflection I saw every day in the mirror. Broken, depressed, and tired, I never imagined I’d ever live a happy life.
Until…
I finally made the decision to be true to myself.
Almost 10 years ago now, I transitioned and it is still surreal to look in a mirror or see a picture because I never truly believed I’d be this happy or feel like I’m at home in my own body.
So thank you for showing up,
Thank you for choosing to love me when I was ready to break-
You didn’t have to.
-I love you too
Thinking about the future, I long for a little bookshop in a bustling city- there’s a tiny space for coffee and a corner dedicated to out-of-fashion antiques- with ladders to climb up the ceiling high shelves, filled with stories of wisdom and monsters and hope.
-All I Want
“dream on, but don’t imagine they’ll all come true
when will you realise, Vienna waits for you?”
-Vienna by Billy Joel
“I guess some people just feel like home in a way, their arms an anchor in the midst of this storm we call life, and you, you have always been my grounding when it begins to pour.”
- I know the sun will rise, 2am love letters.
Caprese everything this summer with all these tomatoes
Tomatoes, mozzarella, basil
Are cows living in crowded conditions?
A lot of people may see a big group of cows and think that they’re being overcrowded- but are they. Cows are social animals and need friends to live. Researchers have found that cows develop lifelong friendships and I’ve been able to witness that firsthand seeing them with the same friends. Cows are herd animals and naturally live in large groups. It’s all about Cowmunity
When given a choice, cows will voluntarily crowd themselves in small areas. They feel safer in a group and won’t stray far from the main herd. You will rarely see a cow off by herself- though there is a loner in every group.
In the 1800s, pioneers and settlers traveling the midwestern plains of North America seen the wild bison herds. Some researchers have concluded that the bison population reached 300 million animals. For perspective, there is only 9 million dairy cows in the US today. The strange thing is that even though the bison had all the freedom in the world, they still chose to live in tight knit communities called herds.
I suppose people aren’t much different. When flying into LAX- Los Angeles you can see houses for miles around. People are also social beings and live in tight knit communities.
Doing rough math, people may be more crowded. Consider this- a New York City block can have over 1,400 people in a 100,000 sq. ft. Area. A dairy farm of 1,400 cows may be situated on 10 acres of ground= 430,000 sq. ft. meaning that cows have much more space than some people. And there are cities that are more crowded than NYC.
Cows today are living very comfortably on farms. The goal is to make sure that they’re comfortable and have the least amount of stress possible.
Wanted: a person to cuddle with
Do cows like to be Milked?
If you could ask a cow if she enjoys being milked she would probably tell you yes. The milk barn is quite comfortable. There is shade and cooling fans to keep her cool. Usually, there is some music to keep her relaxed. The whole process only takes about 12 minutes. A cow will spend only 24-36 minutes a day “working.” The rest of the time she is eating, relaxing, and socializing with friends. Truly an enviable lifestyle.
Cows are creatures of habit and love the routine . If you’re late to milking they will be waiting by the gate tapping their hooves. If you’re really late they will be very annoyed. It’s uncanny that they can know the exact hour of milking time. When you open the gate, it’s a great sight seeing them all walking and moooving to the milk barn
The milking process includes washing her teats and stimulating them. By stimulating her teats before milking, it allows a hormonal release of oxytocin that encourages her to let down her milk. Oxytocin is a feel good hormone that produces antidepressant-like effects. It’s got to be a great release.
While everyone is debating the novelty of wearing a m@sk, people should be rethinking how they can keep their immune systems healthy in the first place. Milk has compounds that are immune-boosting and anti-viral
To Fight the Coronavirus, Maybe Try Eating More Cheese
Cheese is good for your immune system- important bioactive compounds
It’s feeling like a whisker Wednesday
Babies first steps, not even 1 hour after birth
This is what makes life special ♥️