#love song
And the memories I never can escape
Seconds of Summer
Death Cab For Cutie / Love Song (The Cure)
A veces tengo la necesidad de sentarme a rimar, para exteriorizar todo lo que siento.
“La cobardía de ir a buscarte,
la valentía de aún esperarte.
Mi ángel salvador,
mi demonio destructor.”
©Camm, 2021
every night, i think back
to what we had and where it went wrong
all my friends said, “he’ll hurt you”
guess i really should’ve known it all along
i wonder if i’ll see you someday,
flashback to when we first met in your lonely little town
i’ll smile tightly and say “you look good”
and i’ll get deja vu when you say, “you too”
god, i really should’ve known right from the start,
that someday you’d shatter my heart
and the only thing that break really did was break us apart
and the girl you love now, was she worth it?
are you happy with the life you chose?
maybe you hate me now, maybe you blame me for what happened,
but darling,
our shadows, they know what they know
-can you blame me for running? c.r.
We had always been hot-blooded, but cool to the touch
protecting each other from the heat that would surely have been us
the sweat, the pulse of our bodies, intertwined and trembling
the vulnerability that comes with knowing each other’s pleasure.
For too long we tried desperately
to mitigate the damage,
you and I (a forest fire) encroaching on a tiny village of restraint.
Slow burning (at first), but burning steadily still,
and moving inward
until we had burned that village down and began dancing
in the flames.
Your body,
no longer cool to the touch, but red hot and wide open.
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn’t wonder why you’re here
They don’t deserve you"
Billie Eilish, Everything I wanted.
walking home in the rain is hell, according to johnny. especially because he’s walking home in the rain alone.
johnnyalways hauls his giant umbrella around on the driest days of the years and always misplaces it when the sky decides to flood the neighborhood. he hates the rain, especially because of the long trek home from university.
that is, until johnny starts walking home with you.
nowadays,johnny gets to take refuge under your umbrella. it’s too small to fit the both of you, but one soaked sleeve is better than an unexpected shower with clothes on he thinks.
nowadays,johnny starts to like the rain. he starts to like the tight fit and the way you unconsciously move closer to him to avoid getting wet. johnny likes the brush of your shoulder against his chest and the way he could hear your breath because you’re so close to him.
johnny hates the rain, but today, he likes it a little more.
When James Arthur said “We danced the night away.”
And when 5sos said “Dance around the living room, lose me in the sight of you.”
And Taylor Swift said “We’re dancing ‘round the kitchen in the refrigerator light.”
And Ed Sheeran said “Dancing in the dark, with you between my arms.”
And Harry Styles said “Kiss in the kitchen like it’s a dance floor.”
And when Claire said “Dance with me in my backyard, boy.”
And Niall Horan said “If the whole world was watching, I’d still dance with you.”
And Louis Tomlinson straight up said “You’re a nightmare, on the dance floor.”
I’d like what they’re having.