#sad boi hours
i push you away when i need you the most
i’m over it now so you can finally tell me how you really felt without any guilt
i made you a playlist and you made me a promise that you broke
tell me when and where and i’ll be there
always
how do i write you a love letter if words are not enough to describe you
maybe in another dimension you’re in love with me too
at least one version of me would be happy
either i get you to heaven or you drag me to hell
imagine what it takes that i go from loving someone so deeply to never wanting to talk to that person again
3:54am and i cannot sleep, ah yes.. depression✌
crying in the shower? never heard of it. lmaoo
person a keeps questioning to themselves: is it gay to admire a friend? like seriously, it’s just admiring a certain someone (person b) about how they smile, that’s all. it’s not like it’s a crush because person a is 100% straight, heterosexual, no ounce of gay in them. but why does it hurt when person b is laughing with someone else? it could be jealousy: for a friend of course! yeah, just jealous that someone else took person b’s attention away from them and that person b seems to be always in a good mood after they spoke to this ‘someone else.’ though, person a isn’t jealous in 'that’ way, right?
me reading self indulgent drarry fics cuz i’m single as fuck ✌
why does every lewis capaldi song make me sob my eyes out jeez
:’(
??????!!!!
(nothing much, that’s just my constant mood <3)
“i still love you. you know that right? i always did, probably always will. lord knows i was never good at letting things - or people - go.”
-and other things i’ll never tell you. c.r.
When u relapse and the unhealthy coping mechanism just made u feel guilty instead of making u feel better.
;; ocean tears ;;
the return of my favorite character
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People really want me to open up to them and when I do they get scared and leave and all I can do is laugh is because I knew you couldn’t pass level one
Wake me up when September ends
I am so ugly.
I am so fat.
I disgust myself.
I feel like I can’t stay strong for much longer and that scares me.
Sometimes I don’t want to pretend I am strong. Sometimes I want someone to hug me and say “It’s alright..”.
I never thought missing someone could be this painful. But here I am: crying at 4 am.
I’m so tired of being second best
stay & smoke in my dreams tonight
What a lie, a beautiful lie, the deepest one in the sea of lies looking like a beautiful mermaid. The beautiful lie that starts with love and ends with you.
she’s the type of girl that can be so hurt, but can still look at you and smile.
Pls no
