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Put up another sturdy steel wall

Let sweet apathy be the motto

Every move is casual improv

Absolve myself of all desire

Stone cold callous absolutism

Ether of posthumous heartache

n.a.

If you could feel just a fraction of what I do

You could not see the world so pointless

But rather some grotesquely beautiful creature

covered with needles

n.a.

origami bones

Opening a dance of folded grace

crawling out from under the paper weight

these origami bones can’t stay

creased too long in one place

pressed precisely into position

but the scuffs and bruises of indecision

still mar complex arrangement of limbs

and so I collapse and start over again

n.a.

frozen in time

I put my hands in the snow

next to my favorite reflection

smiling into the ice as a snapshot was taken

if only we could numb joy

the way we can fingers

perhaps we’d find a way to let it linger

n.a.

Melatonin sets in

Like doves returning to nest

God sets them in motion

Circadian migration to circular paths

Not a musical but a solar dance

Blue orange black pink blue orange black

The moon and the sun choreograph

But why must we give the dark so many hours of ours?

Once I properly encounter Him I’ll ask

Why the rhythm of rest isn’t given the chance

To rest on an open eyed note through the night, once or twice

Without submitting eyes to substantial sacrifice

n.a.

I warned you

To the boy who fell in love with me

You can’t say I didn’t warn you

Can’t call me a bitch

Like I didn’t already you that I was one

I wear my story on my sleeves

It’s not my fault you didn’t read in between the lines

I told you not to love me

I told you I was known to flirt with others

You should’ve read the terms and conditions before you checked you accepted

Because I will lie straight to your face and kiss you all in the same breath

My favorite color is red

Because it matches the flags that I bare

I get pleasure from playing games

You shouldn’t have stray to close

Now you are entangled in this web

I will haunt you at every place that you go

Every song that you hear

I’m not one for love

I told you that to begin with

I told you I would break your heart

So don’t you dare say I didn’t warn you


Sincerely

The girl you’ll never forget”

-Day 586

“People always ask me how I can be friends with my ex’s and I tell them I can because I no longer love them like that but when in reality I don’t know how to let go of the ones I love.”

-Day 580

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