#tw eating things

I was about to binge but i just had two pieces of brownie and stopped when i had at least 5 fast food places, cafes and shops etc around me. (Plus two frozen pizzas in the freezer) I feel guilty for the brownies but at least i stopped and if i fast for 24h i should be fine and not gain hopefully. I’ll try to burn 500 calories today as well. So far i’ve burned 272 so thats a good start (its 2 pm here)

27.03.2022

Daily Summary

Limit: 150

Calorie intake: 411

Calories Burned: 630

Total: -219

I’m not the happiest about today but could be worse i guess. I couldn’t count properly and my watch died before i got home so i could have burned more calories but idk so i hate it

25.03.22

Daily Summary

Limit: 500

Calorie Intake: 615

Calories Burned: 622

Total: -7

Today was horrible i hate myself

24.03.22

Daily Summary

Limit: 300

Calorie intake: 287

Calories burned: 532

Total: -225

I did well today considering i had dance

23.03.22

Daily summary

Limit: 400

Calorie Intake: 506

Calories burned: 836

Total: -330

I’m not happy with how much i ate but at least worked out a lot to burn a lot! I’m scared of gaining weight tomorrow though

22.03.22

Daily Summary

Limit: 200

Calorie Intake: 219

Caloires Burned: 315

Total: -96

I didn’t hate today but i think i can always improve. Did not waste calories on hot chocolate like yesterday at least. Also weird fact about me I’m a dairy free vegetarian which makes it quite easy for me to restrict certain things!

I want a big butt and thin legs. I try to reach that now but it seems impossible for my body to look like this

ana after i “recover” for a while:

LEGSPO HOLY SHIT

i haven’t eaten anything sweet in a while and i can confidently say that i’m not triggered to binge

fuck chocolate. i hate it. it’s so damn triggering.

i’ve binged. and then cut myself. great. i thought i was finally over this, but i guess i never will

all i need is a flat tummy for fuck’s shake

the amount of food i’ve consumed these past few days is insane. fuck family gatherings

i’m so tired of having to face the same problems over and over again. like seriously i’ve been struggling with my body image and relationship with food for 3.5 fucking years. i’m actually starting to believe that i will never escape this. fuck

i need to stop making up excuses to eat all the time… like fuck. how will i ever lose that weight, if i just keep stuffing my face??

what if i was skinnier?? you’d like me better then, wouldn’t you?

i feel so ashamed of myself right now and the only thing that can comfort me is starving

where’s my morning skinny??!!

i am bloated af. thanks, period.