#tw ed talk
I was about to binge but i just had two pieces of brownie and stopped when i had at least 5 fast food places, cafes and shops etc around me. (Plus two frozen pizzas in the freezer) I feel guilty for the brownies but at least i stopped and if i fast for 24h i should be fine and not gain hopefully. I’ll try to burn 500 calories today as well. So far i’ve burned 272 so thats a good start (its 2 pm here)
27.03.2022
Daily Summary
Limit: 150
Calorie intake: 411
Calories Burned: 630
Total: -219
I’m not the happiest about today but could be worse i guess. I couldn’t count properly and my watch died before i got home so i could have burned more calories but idk so i hate it
24.03.22
Daily Summary
Limit: 300
Calorie intake: 287
Calories burned: 532
Total: -225
I did well today considering i had dance
23.03.22
Daily summary
Limit: 400
Calorie Intake: 506
Calories burned: 836
Total: -330
I’m not happy with how much i ate but at least worked out a lot to burn a lot! I’m scared of gaining weight tomorrow though
22.03.22
Daily Summary
Limit: 200
Calorie Intake: 219
Caloires Burned: 315
Total: -96
I didn’t hate today but i think i can always improve. Did not waste calories on hot chocolate like yesterday at least. Also weird fact about me I’m a dairy free vegetarian which makes it quite easy for me to restrict certain things!
i haven’t eaten anything sweet in a while and i can confidently say that i’m not triggered to binge
what if i was skinnier?? you’d like me better then, wouldn’t you?
i feel so ashamed of myself right now and the only thing that can comfort me is starving
where’s my morning skinny??!!
i am bloated af. thanks, period.
my face is all puffy and massive and i fucking hate it
I NEED TO KEEP ON LOSING WEIGHT!!!
after all this time i’ve started feeling dizzy again. that means i’m doing fine, right?
my scale doesn’t work. like seriously why does everything go downhill? fuck
Today’s calories : 1389
will i ever escape the 4 digits?
why do i make everything so complicated? like why can’t i just eat a fucking meal and move on with my life or eat when i’m hungry and stop when i’m full? why can’t i just be normal??
Today’s calories : 2214
i just want this to be over
i binged. i’m so fucking ashamed and disappointed of myself. i wanna scream, but i can’t ‘cause they’re going to hear me and think i’m like insane. fuck
You know how when you stand up n you dont necessarily get “dizzy” so much as your vision gets a little speckled with tiny tiny black dots n you hear this ringing that drowns out all other noise n you have this strange pressure in your head till it goes away?
Yay!
⚠️TW - Vivid and Visible Bones In Pictures⚠️
Let me know if this is crossing the line because I WILL take it down if anyone feels it necessary
OkNOW I’m at 115lbsfinally
Through rigorous and exhausting exercise and countless sleepless night and 4 years of this bullshit I roughly have the body shape I want
Now I just need to proportionally lose 15-20 more pounds. Thinking rationally I know that wont happen perfectly so maybe another 4 years of this bullshit will finally get me where I want to be :,)