#videoart
I’ve been musing this week on two experiences I’ve had watching a couple of videos I’m about to screen in my next program. Both of them make me uncomfortable in different ways, and I’ve realized that the uncomfortable experience itself is actually what I like about each piece.
The first project doesn’t have a lot that happens during the course of the film and the other is weirdly intimate. Because the first one moves along so slowly, of course, I found my mind spinning out. Normally I’d describe this experience as being bored by the film, except that the contents of my thoughts were not any of the usual stuff. Instead I was debating with myself, trying to work out if what is being depicted is real or if it’s an actor or if that even matters at all. I’d already seen the piece before. I knew what happened at the end and I still continued to have this philosophical discussion with myself about authenticity and representation. I had experienced the same chain of thoughts the first time through the film, and I was almost pleased that the second viewing produced the same result.
The other project is clearly making use of the audience’s discomfort to make a point. The camera is too close, the subjects are behaving strangely, the sounds they’re making are unpleasant. Previewing the film, I stopped it, then fast forwarded, and finally skipped ahead to the end. Later, I still had to re-watch it, and even though I knew what was actually being depicted it didn’t help me feel less uncomfortable being so close to these strangers. Which is part of the point, you can’t ever be sure you understand why another person is behaving in a certain way, or what their motivation might be. And again, this same issue between what is real, what is acted and whether or not the differentiation makes any difference.
Both pieces are fairly short, and being uncomfortable or having your mind wander for a few minutes doesn’t seem like too much of a sacrifice. But I wonder if others will experience these two pieces and come away with the same positive reaction that I have—I wonder if they will see the value in being uncomfortable.
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Sitka, Alaska