#wish you were here
I can be mean to myself
Like I’m mean to everybody else
At least no one can say I’m not fair
It’s a messy life but we only get one
And I’m trying my best
To do it right
Good things are coming
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at least that’s what everyone keeps telling me.
“I seek love, yet I hide from it when it reaches out.
I seek the warmth of a lover but cower when it surrounds me.
I seek the words laced with honey but accept those filled with poison.
I seek eyes filled with adoration but find an empty space in front of me.
I seek someone in my sheets, my hands roaming to find someone, but only stumble upon blankets and cold sheets.
I seek a smile but find myself drowning in tears.
I seek a life filled with love but find myself running away when it finds me.
I wish upon the stars to find what I am seeking to find me before I yield and cower again.
I pray there comes a day where I’ll stumble upon all the things I yearn for and that the warmth, the smile will grab me with so much strength that I will have no choice but to accept it with everything in me.
Because for once, I’ll allow the love I run away from to fill me up with everything I wished upon the stars, and for once, I’ll smile without any fear.
It’ll look me in the eyes and tell me that what I had been seeking was just waiting for me to accept myself and be free of the chains.
The smile and the crinkle beside their eyes will tell me that I was everything they too were seeking for, and they were glad we found each other in a place that had no place of running away.
I seek for you, and I pray you also seek for me.
I wish upon the stars that when we find each other, it will all be enough.
Because baby, you’re all my wishes upon the stars.”
- g.d. (the stars)
Wish You Were Here
Pink Floyd
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How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We’re just two lost souls….
Photography by Mehrshad Rajabi
I still remember how every time we would look at the stars we’d dream of each other.
All the breathless moments turned ice cold and with each breath came a thorn in the heart.
Wish You Were Here is a hot air balloon ride.
Swoop over these procedurally generated islands, looking down on the birds and trees from your high altitude perch.
And come down to explore, finding strange messages in bottles and all kinds of other secrets.
Wish You Were Here is available to download for free on itch.io.
Here’s my final piece for @andythelemon’s “Wish You Were Here!” travel zine for anime & video game locations. I chose Itomori from “Your Name” which, tbh if you’ve seen the movie, might not be the best place to travel to actually. ☄️✨