#wlw things

me, without fail, every time i see a drawing of two girls with blonde and black/brown hair: omg it’s us!!! darling look it’s literally us!! ussss i can’t believe they actually drew us irl that’s crazy look love it’s us<3333

my s/o, absolutely done with my bullshit: yes, yes it’s us

fuck sex, you ever stare longingly into a girls eyes with an underlying romantic tension between the both you? that’s the real shit

okay but what if we went to goodwill on a rainy day and bought old prom dresses then went out and got all muddy and danced in the rain pretending we were in a coming of age movie

petition to bring back knuckle kissing as a sign of affection

how do you casually tell someone “i want nothing more than to hold you in my arms and make sure you know that nothing can hurt you as long as i’m here” without being weird

why must i do school,,, when there is woman??? woman pretty so why need math??? geometry doesn’t make sense,,,, but woman make lots of sense. many cents,, rich. pretty rich woman,,,

w o m e n

there was a moment when i looked over at her while she was talking,, and i just felt,, really really bright

ppl always ask ass or tits and to that i say hands and thighs

hey besties just remembered a dream i had and now my gay little heart wants to sob because it was the purest dream i’ve ever had and it made me so feel so warm and cozy,,,

saying i love you is hard so.. what if we just said ily but ya know like how text to speech says it… i don’t know i think it’s cute,,

PRETY GIRL PLAY WITH HAIR WHILE I REST HEAD IN LAP WHILE PICNIC DATE PLSSS IM BEGGING GOD PLEASEEEEE

i took a picture of her yesterday.. i’ve always had a decent eye for photography and her just sitting there and the way the sun was shining down on her… it was so perfect.. safe to say that is now one of my favorite pictures i’ve ever taken

library dates >>

if she says one more goddamn nice thing abt me i’m going to drown myself :) /j

AHHHH QUALITY TIMEEE !!!! JUST LIKE SITTING IN SILENCE WITH EACH OTHER !!!! YA KNOWWW ???

comparing hand sizes and hers being smaller >>>>>

imagining her in my hoodies >>>>>

date idea: i come over and we bake some cookies while we dance to green day and hozier and smear the ingredients on each other’s faces, after we put the cookies in the oven to bake we cuddle up on your couch in some nice blankets and you force me to watch all the studio ghibli films (i’ve always wanted to watch them but ever since you told me you loved them i’ve just waited until we could watch them together). i watch as you tell me your favorite parts and look at the tv with the biggest smile. the oven dings and i get up to go take the cookies out of the oven and make us cups of hot chocolate, i come back and hand you a mug and sit a plate of cookies on your lap, i sit back down and put my arm around you and we cuddle as we eat our treats and finish the movies… hahahaha jk jk,,, unless,,

i woke up this morning cold and almost crying.. i hate how realistic my dreams can get…

do you ever just sit and wait.. hoping that your phone will light up with a notification that will make you smile… i know that i won’t get one because it’s like 9pm but.. i don’t know

i’m currently crying while listening to “ready now” by dodie,,, it’s a vibe,, i’m vibin,,,

in the past when i was in relationships i would always say stuff like “i love you and i just want you to be happy so if you find that with someone else i’ll be okay” and that was never really true.. i just felt it was the right thing to say.. it always hurt so much when someone left.. but with her if i’m not making her happy then i don’t want her to waste her time on me.. i’d do anything to make sure she’s happy.. it will sting if she moves on but if that’s what’s going to make and keep her happy then i’m happy.. and that’s the first time i’ve said that and truly meant it..

i’m good at writing and the words just flow so easily most of the time. i can write childrens stories, i can write essays, i even have a 15 chapter story i wrote in 6th grade, but when it comes to writing about her and how she makes me feel.. the words just suddenly stop.. it all just becomes this emotion.. this feeling that i cant describe. it’s impossible to put into words how perfect she is. the word perfect doesn’t even begin to describe her and no analogy, no metaphor, would even be able to help you completely understand the way i feel when i think about her. i can keep saying she makes me feel warm like that one particular sun spot on the couch on a warm spring day but thats the bare minimum of how it feels. i can say things like safe, and comforting, and calming but again those words even fail to explain just exactly how i feel when shes around. i’m no poet and i’m not some big english major or some shit but i just know that there is not a single word, not a single sentence, not a single metaphor or analogy, not a single image, not one single fucking thing on this huge ass planet that could properly describe the way i feel about her, or how amazing she is, or how i feel around her… it’s so complicated but so simple at the same time..

THATS IT YALL IM GONNA FUCKING CRY- SHE SAID AND I QUOTE “anytime my love” WTFFFF THIS WAS LAST NIGHT BUT STILL LIKE NO ONE HAS EVER CALLED ME THAT AND IT JUST FELT SO WARM AND KAJSKSJD THATS ALL

i miss her.. and not in a “we haven’t talked in a while” way because we talk almost daily.. i miss being in the same room has her… i miss seeing her smile and hearing her laughing in front of me instead of through earbuds.. i miss her calming presence that makes my heart flutter and everything feel like the warmth and brightness of sitting in that one sun spot on the couch during a nice spring day… i miss us just walking and her talking about anything honestly.. like the cool facts about the abandoned buildings we went to on our last date.. basically i miss her.. a lot.. and she’s pretty much all i think about..

I asked YOU on the date so you HAVE to paint these CDs like minecraft discs with me NOW !!!

she put up with my obnoxious ass for like an hour while we played minecraft,, that’s how i know she’s good,,, is when i say i’m gonna blow shit up in minecraft and she just goes along with it,, n e ways we built a bench like tommy and tubbo and i made my basement floor crafting tables and it was very fun and chaotic and i loved it,,