It must have been hours before I realized the chance to meet her during my random wandering was clos

It must have been hours before I realized the chance to meet her during my random wandering was close to zero - and I cannot even be fully sure that she is here. But at least the pain has stopped, which means - must mean! - that she is no longer hurting. Does it mean she is safe? Is there anyone with her?

Was it… was it her face just now?!
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Xan for BG2 by Kulyok :)