for your consideration! I think someone pointed out the paledriver looks closer to composure
(i found this on google images)
maybe a bit of a stretch, but i think noid + half light works (the cheekbones, ‘noid’ being short for ‘paranoid’, half light being ‘perpetual fear – of your own shadow, of someone else’s name or scent’. PLUS, the lighting in noid’s portrait…half lit almost…)