nakitafox: No filter. No touch ups. No photoshop. I’ve got rolls and scars, and hair and freck

nakitafox:

No filter.
No touch ups.
No photoshop.
I’ve got rolls and scars, and hair and freckles, and that’s a-okay.

I wouldn’t normally post something like this on my feed, but I’ve had a lot of feedback on this photo that I shared to my story yesterday. You guys really keep me in check, and I thank you for that.
I’m self conscious. I’m still learning to love my body.
I have put on a bit of weight and lost so much muscle recently. I feel like my body has changed a lot, and I don’t love it. As soon as I get back to NZ I’m hitting the gym, mainly because my body is just *feeling* unhealthy, I feel weak and unfit.
But I’ve accomplished some big things recently and I wouldn’t have been able to do those things if I had been trying to keep in shape and gymming/dancing as much as I usually do.
So no regrets! There’s nothing wrong with it my body. I’m gonna accept it and be happy with this new shape while I’ve got it. (at Nusa Penida)