YES, it’s not Zhanyi’s week yet, and YES i should be working on those prompts and yet &a

YES, it’s not Zhanyi’s week yet, and YES i should be working on those prompts and yet … !

To my defense, i had started this illustration quite a while ago but never finished it because of work (how surprising). 

But, after the last 19Days update i just HAD to finish it.

Really, who can blame me ? I wanted to both scream and cry of happiness because it was so GOOD omg. The calm before the storm. So ominous, i had chills and my excitement (and fear) is over the top !

I’m trying to mentally prepare myself for the Zhanyi angst that is sure to come… It’s going to be DEVASTATING ohgodohgodohgod

I hope that we’ll be getting some premium zhangst once again :>. I’m terrible, i love those boys sm and want to protect them but a the same time …. eeeeh give me some  p a i n  please