littlepainslut: This is so incredibly cruel. MLAM has threatpromised to make me dye my hair, then cu

littlepainslut:

This is so incredibly cruel.

MLAM has threatpromised to make me dye my hair, then cut my hair, and now it’s become shaving my head. I don’t know how I’ll react when the time comes (That’s not entirely true. It will break me. Not that it matters. If he decides it’s going to happen, it’s going to happen.), but the idea of him taking all those years from me, all of the looks I’d get and the explaining I’d have to do, the constant reminder of what our relationship really is…it makes my cunt clench and my mind so fuzzy that noises sound farther away.