First dates can be a nerve-wracking experience, especially when your are a boy in a dress &

First dates can be a nerve-wracking experience, especially when your are a boy in a dress & heels ensemble, on a date with an older boy who believes you to be a girl.

Such was the first time, to my horror, that mother put me up to one of these dates, while on the holidays we went on together. How afterwards, she enthusiastically wanted all the details about my evening. How I so hated it how she was always right, and how she knew it. Revealing how I was kissed by a boy, and despite what I told her, I was mortified by how I couldn’t deny how I so liked it, every bit as much as she insisted I would. And every bit as much, she was right that I went to bed that night, unable to sleep with shocking, confusing thoughts and dreams, finding myself with a finger inserted in my behind, trying to scratch an itch

…. so needing something much bigger……