While all my boyhood friends immersed in gangster rap culture, dreaming of being like their macho id

While all my boyhood friends immersed in gangster rap culture, dreaming of being like their macho idols, they never knew, that in the secrecy of my bedroom, I loved nothing more than vicariously experienced the fictional historic melodramas of my favorite heroines. Oh how more than anything, I adored those dresses, daydreaming of what it was like to know of no other than these garments, enveloping my delicate, skinny body, day after day, month after month, year after year, for my whole life.

How I worried, what my friends would think, if they knew that I was a fairy.

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