Tags/warnings (whole thing): slow burn, h/c, a bit of violence (nothing as bad as canon), guns, knife injury, pain and suffering, the loss of a parent (both actually), angst, ptsd, javi being a lil prick but also soft!, (safe) piv sex, masturbation (female AND male), fingering, unprotected piv sex (in the words of the Spice Girls: be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on), pregnancy risk, death of an animal, talk of cancer, so much internal conflict, insomnia, killing coyotes, snake bite, oh my god just get over yourselves already, some eye fucking if you squint, yearningggggggg, descriptions of food, jealousy, oh NOW he has a condom good boy javi, cunnilingus, panic attack, trauma, sexual trauma, trust issues, description of past sexual harassment and assault, descriptions of combat, fellow soldier killed in action, talk about STDs, SO MANY FEELINGSSSSS, confession time, guilt, yo LOVE is mentioned!!
Summary for the whole thing: Javier Peña has resigned from the DEA and is back at his dad’s ranch in Texas. Life is slow and uneventful, until an unfamiliar face shows up at the local watering hole one night. Eva is retired from the army and lives in her old pickup truck with more than one ghost. She’s looking for ranch work and when her path crosses Javier’s, maybe they can help each other along in their lives?
Chapter summary: Javi is still not done confessing his sins to Eva, and they have an actual date night.
A/N: I know I said there was only one chapter left, but guess what, I need another chapter. So after this one there is only one chapter left!
• I love how you describe the night that felt like a whole week. We’ve all had those.
• I can literally feel this part!
“he nursed a big cup of black coffee for almost an hour as he tasted the words of Neruda.”
• When Eva could see through him, saying that it wasn’t her place to forgive him for his choices. And him not having the self reflection to know that that’s what he’s asking of her.
• THAT SONG. Look, I’ll always love Prince’s version (esp a particular live version that’s so emotive oof), but Sinead’s fucks too.
moodboard for @holographic-carmenno easy way down okay so like javi + nyc + sexy porn director + badass lady partner = fucking amazing fic. seriously i am so in love with this story already. it’s also hot af. so there’s that.
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Summary: The aftermath of the undercover op weights heavily on Javi, creating a ripple effect through his entire existence in NYC.
Rating: M - Overall, this fic is for 18+ only.
Word Count: 11.9k
Pairing: Javier Peña/OFC
Notes: I know this has taken a while and I am sure I’ve lost some folks! For those toughing it out, thank you! All previous chapters have been archived at Ao3 for easier reading. This chapter is pretty narrative heavy as well.
Warnings: Discussions of job-related violence. Brief discussions of medical procedures. Some of the chapter takes place in a hospital setting. Discord and stress abound in this chapter. Angst. Additional warnings on Ao3.
Black Coffee In Bed - No Easy Way Down [Interlude]
Summary:Sleepy mornings, coffee, and Fleetwood Mac.
Rating: E, This is for 18+ folks only!
Word Count: 5.2k
Pairing:Javier Peña/OFC
Notes: I really wanted to write the morning after from Javi’s POV. I also wanted to write a bit of fluff before I got into the next chapter of the story. I do love a soft!Javi. And for me this is SOFT. This piece doesn’t really advance the plot in any way, just makes me happy to write and is completely self-indulgent. This occurs before Javi heads back to work in Chapter 3. It doesn’t really work as as stand alone, but I suppose you could read it without the other chapters, may be a bit confusing though!
Warnings: Slow morning spoon sex, quick and dirty sex, feelings, frank discussions of sex work. Additional warnings on Ao3!
Summary: Javi and Sheila make things happen; Javi confronts his new boss, and finally goes on an undercover sting.
Rating: E - This is for 18+ folks only!
Word Count: 8k
Pairing:Javier Peña/OFC
Notes: Javi is obviously younger (around 30) so he doesn’t have all the world weariness we see in Narcos, but I imagine this (and other experiences) have created that veneer we see in the show itself. I really want to explore a up-and-coming Javier Peña to piece together what makes him who he ends up becoming.
Warnings: M/F sexual situations (oral, intercourse) and dirty talk. There is also job-related violence in this chapter as well related to a secondary character. But no one in this story dies, because I can’t bear to do that to my OC’s! Additional warnings on Ao3.
Summary: Javi is sent off on temporary assignment to assist in taking down a major drug ring in the summer of 1977 in NYC and finds a way to pass the time.
Pairing: Javier Peña/OFC
Notes: Set before the events of Narcos. I am taking liberties with Javi’s timeline and general events of the crimes discussed, but much of what is in here is based on my research as well as being a New Yorker.
Rating: M - overall this story is for 18+ adult audiences only.
Warning: Period-typical sexism, and some violence. For this chapter, teasing, kissing and some light making out. Frank discussions of, and writing about, lives of sex work/ers. I am am an ally and supporter of workers and believe in making sex work a safe and legal form of work. Additional warnings on Ao3!
