#rp musings

                                          I’m like a rubber band
                                                      ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜʟʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ
                                            Yeah, I may ꜱɴᴀᴘ and I move

                                                        Heaven must be there
                                                         it’s just got to be there

                                         But you can’t let them win,
                                                        Let the be your friend.
                                                                 Let it guideyou
                                                                 

                                                                  Most people
                                                                   are born crying,
                                                                     livecomplaining
                                                                       and diedespairing.

                                                            I will you fondly
                                                                     now and forever

                                                              but you will me
                                                                         in due time.

                                                      She got my heartbeat o̲u̲t̲ ̲o̲f̲ ̲c̲o̲n̲t̲r̲o̲l̲
                                                                  she had me at
                                                                   and set my world to

                                            I’ve been starting to accept,
                                                          That maybe this is all there is,
                                                   And dreams that I’ve held in my head,
                                                       Should be forgotten, just

                                      wage on and on
                                                           how many soldiers ?

                                                    and the ɢᴏᴅꜱ, they ,
                                                           how they want it a̲l̲l̲

the fact angeris a secondary emotion, that is source isgrief;
                  how tragic and p o e t i c

I’m so over this   o v e r r a t e d
                                                   Blood war

Break up I’m a lost boy take it or leave it
     I’m not what my mother wanted
 Heels tied down and I’m not   g o i n g 

I let em       break me
I let em come into my home and let it         shake me
I let it burn the fear of love and let it              hate me

Singing I’m not coming
                                        Home now
Without my soul
                                        Alone now
Inside this hell
                                        I know now
What they’ve been saying
                          Please don’t stop me

I'm           not           coming           home

I need a   l e s s o n 

They got a problem with the
         way I have a    m e s s a g e

I wanna learn to feel the pain
                        I made a mess here

Watch me as I break down in the
                 safe house that I built myself

I'm                  a               letdown

Some day gonna get me out of my head
        Sorry I don’t have another
                      mind set

     Isn’t it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass
                     my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces skin to bone

Oh, I hope some day I’ll make it
                                                    out of here
Even if it takes all night or a
                                                 hundred years

    I don’t scratch my head unless it itches
  & I don’t dance unless I hear some music. 

              I will not be intimidated.
               That’s just the way it is.

Y’all want a strong willed woman until you realize what that really means. I won’t change myself to fit your narrative.