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Neca Chunky & Tiffany
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
happy early birthdayto my bestfriend 쭌이 baby boo boo <3 grawr.!! already your sweet 16 babe.!! harhars man we`re already sophmores -_-;; remember when it was like, “ we`re already 8th grades B) ” hahahs.. so many memories -_-.. but from now on.. i won`t be there with your wholedamn family to celebrate your birthday & embarass you with pink balloons cause your getting older :`( & i`m all the way on the other side of the world -_-;; gah.!! i`m sorry i can`t be there this year babe ;x but maybe next year yar`? & maybe we`ll see eachother for my birthday *winker winker ;) rawrr~ i wish you another happy birthday babe.. & may our friendship last forever & memories never fade..* i love you bestfriend <3 you mean a lot to me you effing whore -_-;; nikcel 언니 한테 잘해.!!~ happy birthday, happy new year, & it`s hard to believe.. but it`s already another year passing.. bestfriends forever.!! muahs babe <3 stephh
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Monday, December 20, 2004
wow i haven`t updated for like a month.!! the weather here is sadly getting even COLDER & it`s almost christmas & i`m gonna be here all alone :`( *siighs.. i miss all my girls </3 uhmm.. i was suppose to visit on the first week of january for my mom`s deathday thingee.. but then sm is sadlydragging me to yongpyong ski resort cause they want me to watch all the sm artists preform & learn how to ski & board -_-.. ugh.. i don`t wanna go.!! & i hate the cold weather. i rather be in california in a bikini with all my girls tanning on the beach -_-.. siighs.. i miss dusty :`( how he used to pikc me up & we`d go shopping & have something to eat & talk for hours :| blahh.. & i`m starting to get super homesikc oyy.. i miss everythinggggg +_+ & i heard that my fatass brother has lost weight.!! i can`t believe it O_O;; poohahahah.. well kyungah unnii + alan paik + some people i`m gladly to see is here in corea :) so yaryar fun time B) i think a lot of you know my number & i don`t know why you guys aren`t fukcing calling -_-.. i`ll update again after all my trips & stuff -_-.. miss you all </3
ps i lost weight.!! & i`m getting used to the asian food -_-.. *sigghhss
muah.* steph
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
i miss you all dearly :`( it`s getting so effing cold.!! brrrr.* i just finished lessons/practice & it`s 1O:19pm -___-“ errr.. i finally gotta a cellphone & i won`t put the number up cause STALKING is illegal in all 5O UNITED STATES :) kaka.. i think you guys all know my e-mail. so give me a holler & i`ll gladly call you.!! i don`t have any0nes number because i don`t have my american cellphone with me (o"o) sorry </3 i must get bakc to my house cause it`s freaking late.!! oh & i forgot to mention i finally started school.!! ^^;; it`s so effing boring -_-” well gotta go love ya all ;) muah.*
steph*
edit i am in the process of trying to leave a week later cause i*m leaving in such short notice & this week is halloween :`( & YES it*s that time of the year, where me & all my biotches dress up like whores& no0ne can say anything to us except for us lols. & i*m super excited.!! ^^;; so every0ne hope that i can spend just a bit more time with you guys before i leave ;) keeping em crossed* <3
stepho*
“ if i want something i don*t wait for it, i TAKEit. ”
“ winning isn*t the only thing.. it*s EVERYTHING.. ”
so now it*s time to show i*ll prove the besti can be
so from my head to toe, my mind body & soul
i*m taking full control this time..
better watch out going for the knokcout
& i won*t stop till i*m on top now
not gonner give up until i get what*s mine
better chekc that i*m about to upset
& i*m glad now so you better step bakc
i*m taking over so WATCH ME SHINE
saturday, october 23, 2004
ear candy watch me shine - legally blonde 1 soundtrakc :)
dear xangah fans..* rawr time for my weekly update.!! ^^;; well yar this week was kind*ve layed back now that all the decisions are final exhales* (o"o) yeah so with all the contract proposals, i decided to go withsm entertainment. they say, i*m moving the first week of november so let*s all go hang out some time please. i think i*m gonner change my xangah id to all the same things like my e-mail // etc.. it*sABERCROMB1E_BBY but i don*t know when to change cause this ones all messed up & i want a new layout :) if anyones up for making me one.!! please IM me :D* hehehs.. school was kind*ve relaxingcause i gotta lot of sleep this week hehehs.. this whole week i hung out with steve & nelson oppa the most :) but had an ironically fun time hahahas. & then last night i ran into daniel cho oppa & charles lim.!! at life & fun stuff they kept calling me boa -_- ahahas & then i talked to sulam unnii.!! & then they ended up being at life too.!! so shulam unnii // tammy unnii // lydia unnii // & john chi oppa ended up meeting them :) i was so happy like i couldn*t stop poking her. then went to cue to take some pictures & yaryar :D* today i met up shulam unnii :) & then ate, talked & met up with tammy unnii & then with lydia unnii -_-;; ahahahs.. then went home. jung called & asked if i wanted to watch a movie & said i*ll call him bakc & then nelson oppa called me & said he*s almost by my house -_- so got pikced up, went tojung*s then went to brea couldn*t do anything cause of my lame 9:3O curfew ahahahas ^^;; so i gotcoldstones & nelson oppa took me home :) was kind*ve pathetic for me to go out at all -_- & i*m just sitting here being frustrated cause my stupid daddy is asking me to find mothballs`? omggggggg -_- whatever i*ll update asap & everyone call me & let*s go hangout oright`? yaryar byeeeee freaks.!! ;D* <3
sunday, october 17, 2004
ear candy i had to much music this week -_-;;
hey xangah fans.!! wow i finally squeezed in the time today to write.!!~ wow even more things have happened this week & i*m just having a blast.!! ^^;; so monday i had to meet back up with cj mediapeople because i was first place winner or something like that but yar. ermm tuesday i had a meeting with sm sajangneem wow he is so freaking awesome i love him :) erm i had dinner with him &dongbangshinki oppa*s :D like first 2O minutes i couldn*t talk & stuff but after seeing & hearing what they are doing they were crakcing me up & stuff xD after we ate just kinda introduced eachother & stuff & kinda got contract details. wednesday i sorta kinda skipped practice cause i was SO tired & i was literally about to pass out so i was about to take a nap & then i gotta call to go down to arecording studio at hollywood.!! i was like omg that*s so far -_-;; so i went was recording & omg my voice sounded like CRAP & then later sajangneem told the dongbangshinki oppa*s to come again & they came while i was singing & i was so freaking embarassed but they were all like wow she sings well o_O;; & then sajangneem was like oppa deul waht neun dae duh jahl hae yah jee.!!! omgg +_+ but yoono oppa liked it & he was singing neul along with me :) hehehs he*s so hyper i love it.!!~ & ofcourse me being in love with micky oppa he was just messing around on the piano & playedonly hope & i was guessing what he was playing but then he sat on the couch & was knokcing out& then like i asked what was wrong with him & everyone said he got a cold :`( & i was like OHH MAYBE THAT*S WHY HE*S SO QUIET O_O;; hrmm then rest of the week basically same routine like everday school, la to record or meeting, come home freaking late, homework, then knokcout. then on fridaywhich was my friend JUSTIN MINWOOK KIM*S birthday :) went to go celebrate hehehs after met up with my lover dusty & went shopping with him & helen :) saturday got up early to re-record & show sajangneem some of my dancing skills ;) hehehs B) went to the studio just showed him mystuff yo ;D* hahas after went to hollywood bowl concert & i was bakcstage i ran into nikcel :D erm her friend chris yaryar & then i was just standing there like a loser waiting for sajangneem &dongbang oppa*s to come :`( so i went downstairs ran into the oppa*s & then finally got inside the room & sat.!!! hahahas after i got to meet BI omg he is even finer in real life.!!!!!! *durool but yar took pictures blah saw shinhwa rawr ;P ahahas & then just stayed in the room oh yeah i met micky oppa*syounger brother RICKY was a big cutie for the first 3O MINUTES.!!!!!!! omggg then after we started talking in american he stopped calling me noona & told me i was short blahblah -_- thenyoungwoong oppa kept saying IT*S ONLY BEEN COUPLE HOURS & YOU GUYS ARE ALREADY TOGETHER ;) omggg i was like ahhhhhh neverrrrr +_+ but yar after me & micky oppa arguing likecrazy before he got on stage i didn*t talk to him for like 3O minutes oyy i liked him better when he was sikc & didn*t talk -_-x he kept making fun of me, pissed me off by calling me jennifer when heknew my name was steph -_- & then he was like kicking my knees on purpose when we were going up the stairs after i asked ricky to do me a favor & he wouldn*t but micky oppa said he*d do it & i said i wouldn*t be mad anymore & whoo he got me water B) it was so hot there -_- micky oppa, ricky, & i were all like it*s getting hot in here so take off all your clothesssssss ahahas & everyone was like OIING`? but yaryar.. after met like all the other celebrities :) then after the concert was over i went home at like 1AM after nelson oppa`? pikced me up with steve oppa at like 1 then just kinda heard him sing.!! wow he is freaking awesome +_+ he gave me like the goosebumps yar so todaysunday i went to church then after i had to meet cj people to talk about a deal but yar oyy things are getting a bit frustrating but yar no biggie i am praying to God & i know my mommy is watching over me :) *crosses fingers ^^;; hahas but yar had loads of fun this weekend :) & erm tae oppa stay outta trouble for me -_- you*re freaking growing up saying my bad & all -_-;; oyyyy CHUL JOM DEU RUH.!! hahas jeehee unnii said joheun saheehroh nah gahgaehaejyo.!! hahaa bootakjjom hahlggaenG~ ermmm i*ll update next week hopefully.!!~ love ya ;) <3
btw.. pictures from this week will be posted asap so thank you for your patience.!! ^^;;
. ..love always.. . <3 stepho ;)
a sweet quote from a really closefriend his name is raymond kim :) & he was blowing bubbles & he was like “ you fill my life with bubbles STEPH ” :) omg he is the biggest sweetheart ever love ya babe.!! & thanks for always being so dependable & just there rawr friends forever yo.!! <3
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OCTOBER 1O, 2OO4 —– edit.!! okay so yesterday was m-net*s competition/show thing & eek.!! i won FIRST place /)_^;; i was so suprised cause 3rd & 2nd place winners were so good & i was likeomg i didn*t win anything but they announced first & it was me xD anyways it was so fun when i was preforming, they made me sing no.1 - boa & that*s like me & anabelles 18bun song @ noraebang & i felt like i was singing it to her ;) except she was like 5o ft away -_-;; ahahas so much fun ^^;; & my brother dusty<3 anabelle sharun & dumb saruh was there to watch me too :D & this freaking hot oppa that preformed he*s gonner be a singer & his aka thingee is TS omg watch out for him cause he is HOT STUFF YO.!! :D* after the show went to eat, i was sooo hungy.!! started talking about old memories (me & anabelle) we couldn*t stop laughing & choking on our food x) after we went to the grove & did some shopping ;) being the first place winner, my daddy was generousenough to spend $285 on me whoOoOoOoOoo :) erm then went home being bitchy & loud ;D* kaka then got home & knokced out cause i was so tired /)_< ermm.. so today i woke up early to gochurch like the good girl i am ;) got ready, pikced up by jasper oppa, then.. went to hkc today to thank God for my awesome show yesterday & to see my porkchop baby ofcourseB) lols. daniel <3 (dankiel to most of you) & then went to brea because this shirt was too tight & i was afraid it was gonner shrink so i changed it to a size SMALL so yar & omg i can fit into a 0 at express :O big ego boost yo ;) ahahahahs. bought daniel*s b*day present kinda early ;) it*s super cute :D* erm then went to carrow*s to eat then came home :) so yar i am really tired so i had a really fun weekend don*t you think`? ;D* okay bbyeee <3
daniel*s present HE actually sorta pikced it.!! xD it*s pink rawr* & tee i got it*s cute huh :) totally me ;) <3
& me just being dorky -_-x rawr :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
friday, october 08, 2004
ear candy i think i - byul*
dear xangah fans..*
time for my weekly updation yo.!! ;) this week has been tiring, frustrating, fun, at the same time.. sotuesday it was my no.1 love baby girl sharun*s birthday.!! hehehs being the mutjjeen namjah ;) in our relationship wrote this muhshitneun letter.i wish a guy would say all that to me :`( & my brotherobviously robbed me so he can spend it on hamster biotch GF aka my biotch saruh -_-x so i sadlycouldn*t get my baby anything *siighs but my love is the greatest gift of all ;) hehehs.. so on wednesday weekly solitaire rehearsal it went sooo well.!! everyone was so happy.!! we got lots done & our show is awesome :) hehehs. enough prep talk~ on about school & the social life ;D* like i said a lot had been happening over the past few weeks.. & i*m finally over it & i*m actually, truely happy :) now i*m looking at it, a good example of a bad relationship. hrm more likeexperience`? hahas i*m totally like dandy again ;D* thursday appointment for that m-net show thing for saturday to pikc out what i*m doing what i*ll be wearing & etc. honestly it was retarded how they didn*t let me do practicing & that stuff & tell me the actual show is like this week -dumb coreans.. well whatever -_-x so the show is tomorrow (saturday) so i saw these oppa*spreform/practicing their routine & wow they*re really good.!! +_+ finding out i am the youngestpreformer (once again -_-x) i feel jittery yet good about myself. i*m just really thanking God how he*s taking me so far with my singing i*m just really happy i know it*s taking some time & all this stuff but just knowing people are interested & stuff i don*t know what to say but thank you to him <3 & i had this really good dream where i was done singing & i looked at the audience & i saw my mommy there smiling & standing & clapping for me. i just really wished she was here to see all this happening for me. i could just imagine how happy & proud she would be for me today. God do i miss her.. </3 well on with my days.. today (friday) went to school but then i actually ended up getting up early giving me time to get ready like more than 1O minutes for once ^^;; kaka so afterschool met up with dankiel :) we ended up going (to my) home & when we got home james oppa was over too.!! so i was like eeee :D* was kinda stukc without plans till like 4:3O`? after being lazy & just sitting around deciding what we should do, sammy (romeo ;D) pikced dankiel & i from my house & went tohelen*s sisters birthday :) i saw all the 8th grade children (including jiyeon baby & minhyeww) hahahs did jakc crap except eat again @ helens -_-;; but just did random stuff & i had to walk tohelen*s park -_- with dankiel & it was so freaking tiring & cold.!!! then we had to see sammy forcehelen to give him a piggy bakc ride x_x hahas fun stuff yo ^^;; hahahs after dusty came pikced me up so we can get a little shopping done ;) so yar it*s something i would wear always so whatever :) &yes it*s abercrombie & fitch yo.!! :D* kaka well yaryar.. wish me the best of lukc for tomrorows show/preformance & ermm.. keep them crossed (your fingers -_-) kaka thanks guys & i*ll updatetomorrow about what happened with the show i guess ^^;; thanks & love ya all.!! ;D* <3
“ anticipation will make us grow more fond of eachother ” -my quote for you*
(( somerandomthought )) i need a new layout~ oyy.. so effing lazy & no time.!! /)_<;;
– anotherrandomthought – i am honestly & truely happy now..* i should thank you :) <3
(( last*randomthought )) porkchop ;) <3
xoxo always – stepho (o^^o)
saturday, october 02, 2004
ear candy happy - jhene ft. omarion :)
hii xangah fans ;) rawr time for the weekly update whooo :D* ahahahs so being bakc at dbhs from dp feels a lot better & this week went by super fast.!! but yar things have still been pretty hectic for me. well anyways so let me shuttup & spill the beans so yar this whole week has been like makeupweek for everything.!! kind*ve tiring but i got it all done :) i think (o“o) ahahs yarr & erm wednesdaywas our solitaire rehearsal omg since i wasn*t there last week i missed so much so yar my spot obviously got replaced rawr but yar pretty much got it bakc.!! :D* hrmm.. but for we*re in the money i got front row but it*s like way at the side so i*m grrr.. cause i want center stage baby.!! ahahas & erm friday was the dbhsvswalnut game.!! well atleast the varsity game -_-;; & knowing that our varsity team totally sukcs +_+.. walnut sadly won.. -_- oyy oh.! & i met paul oppa*s gf annieunnii(?) ^^;; she*s a doll :) well bakc to the game story so yar no biggie everyone knows our jv team totally rokcs & they rokced those dumb ponies.!! ahahas ^^;; so yesterday night i was phoning with my lovely soul sister anabelle & yar i was pretty blah & didn*t know what or how to express to make myself feel better so i ended up eating too much chocolate & i feel really bloated :`( & today i wassupposed to be going to some interview thingee & i actually didn*t wanner go :\ but yar since i don*thave to audition & getting straight into finals *squeals yar i only have to go next week but after that, that is when the psycho scheduling will start cause i have to attend like dress rehearsals, make-uping`?, stage setting`? well yarr more stuff i*m actually pretty excited for all this but i*m wondering how tired i will be.!! but yar~ i*m up for it :) soo yar i*m actually gonner get some studying like anormal person ^^;; rawrr~ & i finally had an 11 hour sleep omg it felt like heaven well yar pleasepray for me & wish me the best of lukc in everything :) i*m praying but God seems to be only answering somethings ehh… so yar g*bye lovers ;) <3
love stepho :) <3
btw.!!* my baby lover dusty is actually sikc :`( & he isn*t pikcing up but dear if you are reading this i hope you feel better so yaryar miss ya.!!* we need to get some green tea yo <3
anotherrandomthought..* okay so i met this new guy right`? (i won*t name who so ;X) & yar.. he says i*m too high maintenance right`? so he says that is my flaw from him talking to me (funny. i know right`?) so i*m thinking hrm i wonder why`? oh yeah i forgot to mention that this guy just met me so he doesn*t know me too well -_-x so yeah i mean i am spoiled & atleast i can admit i*m a biotch you know`? i mean all my gfs are biotches (but maybe that*s why we*re all friends ;P) but yar ermm it sukcs how people are judging me without even getting to know me i think that*s totally messed upyo. do you think this is what it*s gonner be like when i suceed later on in life`? i mean atleast i*mdetermined & i actually know & take what i want. i mean is it wrong to be selfish`!? i*m not getting all psycho because of this ONE guy but because i*m afraid this is what it might be like later on.. like i know on the outside i*m rude, blunt, & self-centered most times & a total biotch but behind my smile my biotch gfs know how frustrated & hurting i am :`( & girls please do not give up on me cause you whores are all i got :`( </3
okay bye.
edit.!!* went to fresh 2OO4 concert`? with dankiel oppa ;) wow it was actually pretty darn good yo. ahahas i had a fun time :) it was kind*ve a last minute thingee but yar it was pretty worth it :D* i had loads of fun but i actually kinda felt bad cause daniel oppa didn*t get too be so jumpy cause he was like all dead cause i wasn*t so enthusiastic +_+.. rawrr but yar he was blaming it on something elsebut yar.. okay & omg i was with jimmy today :) omg i just love that boy :D* he was so rawr.!!~ but yar i missed him terribly hehehs okay & me & anabelle had carne asada fries *yumm ;) okay yeah bye :D*
wow this is the longest entry i*ve written for a long time :O
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tuesday, september 28, 2004
ear candy my prayer - boa*
hello xangah fans :) rawr long time no talk. a lot has happened these days/weeks i guess.. & still ishappening.. ermm.. i don*t really wanner get into the details & stuff but let*s just say loads of good news but to me more bad than good.. hrmm.. so yar i didn*t get into kollaboration :`( but there*s always next year yar`? *choir smile ;) ahahas well you know me & my psychotic perkyness :D* so yeahh the good news was that this scouting/casting unnii from sm entertainment was leaving the kollaboration auditions but saw me so decided to sit & watch she saw me & followed me out to the bathroom & asked if i knew corean :) i thought she was asking where the bathroom was -_-;; but instead she told me she was interested in casting me :O lukcy me yes i know :) but yarrr soo after that went too k*town again on sunday for a interview/audition thing but yar she spent a lot more time on me then others.!! ^^;; & she wanted me to come bakc the next day for recording so she can have a clear hearing of it when she shows her bosses/etc.. so yarr it took a while cause she made me sing like 4 songs & this other chinese boy was there i mean this boy had no rythym what-so-ever but man he was cute.!! soo yar if he gets famous too i*ll prolly be like AHAHAHAHS x) hrmm.. soo yarr had some fun & a lot of things are happening it feels like a dream.!! ehehehe :) & ermm.. yaryar the other stuffs are still saddening me but i*m just gonner smile cause you know it*s me :) soo yar i*m really praying that things will just really get better :\ cause i really don*t wanner be hurting.. </3 soo yarr i*m gonner end it here & this week is the dbhsvswalnut game & it*s a home game so let*s go watch it yo.!! you guys all know how big of a footballfan i can be ;) well atleast branden oppa knows ;) ahhaas soo yar let*s go watch.!! & yar a special shout to my biotch jendu let*s the games begin baby ;) oh yeah about the casting thing i*ll prolly know in a month or not, so yar.!! thanks for yoursupport guys.!! ^^;; <3
always stepho :) <3
edit.!!* rawr m-net or like rmrecords or something`? the one with sungshikyung & leejung &chaeyeon & all of them`? but yarr they want me to do a live ermm.. show/auditioning like next month.!! yaryar exciteddddddddd :D* <3
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