I’ve always been alone in that moment before I go under, into the deep blue that buries me

I’ve always been alone in that moment before I go under, into the deep blue that buries me and stays for so damn long sometimes. I’ve always been alone when I felt it bend and bend and finally break and it shattered and splintered and there’s bits of it everywhere and so I’ve always been alone to pick myself back up and put myself together again. I’m never the same as I was before, but I’m always okay. I always know that even if I’m alone that I can carry myself back up from being so low. I’m beginning to realize though that maybe I don’t have to be alone, and that’s okay too.
#thoughtsaftermidnight #poemsporn #mine #girl #selfie #sleepyhead #cantstopthinkingaboutyou