I love to imagine Specter (my f/o: the villain from Ape Escape) of being able to visit me in this re

I love to imagine Specter (my f/o: the villain from Ape Escape) of being able to visit me in this real reality. I’m.. severely mentally ill. To the point I can’t leave my home anymore, and imagining and talking out loud to a imaginary monkey fellow, or imagining those little pipo monkeys running around the house like our kids,,, makes me feel less alone.. less like a failure- and really makes me feel loved. Even if I, technically portray him wrong,, I love imagining that I could just, take him away from those evil points in the game- all from the beginning. Somehow take him to a different reality, a world where it’s just him, me and the monkeys. He’s still be a narcissist, a little, and still obsessed with his power over his minions, but he’d be much more.. soft, and open. With me, to take care of me, a inferior little “human”. And,,, agh I love him.

Confessed by @committing-fiction