In just a couple hours Mom and I are going to have to say goodbye to these two fuzzballs. Dax is old

In just a couple hours Mom and I are going to have to say goodbye to these two fuzzballs. Dax is old, has chronic pain and a chronic UTI that won’t respond to medication. Oscar was diagnosed with FIP last year and it’s a miracle he’s made it this long. But his FIP has made a nasty comeback and medicine isn’t helping at all. They’re both very weak and I know this is the best decision for them. I’m gonna miss my little Black Bean dearly and I know Mom will miss her Dax cat. I’m trying not to get too worked up about it because they’ve both been miserable and I know it will be a relief for them both. It still doesn’t make it any easier….