dailygoodomens:
Wearethefallen.Neverforgetthat.
I think I’ve said this before but - Crowley is so mad at himself for screwing this up.
Like, Crowley is a bad demon on purpose. He does his “irritating prank” temptations and his “basically an elaborate civil engineering prank” tricks. But he’s making a choice. He’s being his own kind of demon.
And he tries to undermine the antichrist but that’s him rebelling against the system.
He long ago decided if he was going to fail at being a demon, he was going to fail on his own terms. He follows his own rules, he does things his bosses don’t understand, he gets confused praise when no one can figure out how his methods are so successful.
Granted, 75% of that is just him taking credit for things humans do but no matter. He’s living his best life.
But just an old-fashioned cock-up? That’s embarrassing. That’s out of his control. That’s not something he can be proud of in even a twisted way. He screwed up and now he and Aziraphale will suffer for it.
And now he has to face the fact that maybe he does all the dumb s**t we love about him because he’s just not good enough to be a real demon. And that hurts, because he’s no longer failing by choice, he’s failing because he’s defective.
All of this. Plus, he looks like he’s bracing himself for the consequences. There’s a thousand-yard stare mixed in with that rage.