Happy hour outfit from last night. Lookit the color coordination and the sweatshirt as a dress and t

Happy hour outfit from last night. Lookit the color coordination and the sweatshirt as a dress and the fantastic thigh high socks!

I’m so goddamn adorable.

Also, I had a fantastic time last night. I was more like my old self, talking and laughing with people (even some new people), really getting into the play with Reaction Junkie and The Violinist, and managing little twinges of jealousy effectively.

I didn’t cry even once! Well, not the bad kind of crying. There may have been some tears during my play.

I was honestly shocked. It felt like being an entirely different person than I was at the happy hour just a week ago. Really, though, as Reaction Junkie told me later, “This is normal.” I was the LFB he’s used to. 

It seems like maybe the change in my medication is starting to work. I’m not all better, of course, but having a night like that helps me remember that the pre-depressive episode LFB isn’t gone and I can, and will, get better.