Been in a weird place for the past month or so. I’ve had this odd feeling of existentialis

Been in a weird place for the past month or so. I’ve had this odd feeling of existentialism, some of it good, some of it bad. I tend to take times like this to analyze myself, and this time I felt like I had a lot of terms to cope with. Some of it was art related, some of it was childhood traumas, some of it current issues, but all of it was a result of lots of suppression and “fixing” my issues by working more and being extremely self critical. As a result I’ve always felt very passive, and considered myself mostly emotionless, and I think I’m finally starting to realize that’s not who I am. We’re past that now, but I’m feeling really confident about who I am now and my future. If anyone wants to talk about anxiety, depression, whatever it is, I’m always open to hear it. Anyway I’m done with the preaching! Just figured I’d share my story with emotional distress and hopefully help some people along the way!!