In my boyhood, father often talked of the “fairies”. How they supposedly, and shamefully

In my boyhood, father often talked of the “fairies”. How they supposedly, and shamefully, dressed in womens clothing, and did apparently imaginable things together. The kinds of things only men and women were supposed to do together. Being so young, I didn’t quite know what this meant, but it was still deeply disturbing.

Often I found myself, imagining these decadent clubs that they were known to go to.. Glamorously made up, in minidresses, and propped up in high heels,  where whole rooms of effeminate boys kissed and fell in love. The most shameful and troubling part of it, was how I so wished, that I was one of them!

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