Oh to imagine to distress of being a young boy, where all his friends were experiencing all the thin

Oh to imagine to distress of being a young boy, where all his friends were experiencing all the things boys were supposed to experience at that age, unknown to them, you on the other hand, were having to deal with your body changing in very embarrassing ways. Imagine the angst you would express to your mother over the misfortune of having to go through this, and the horror, the resistance towards her claim that the size of your chest, required wearing a bra. And however much you made a point about resisting, in the privacy of your bedroom, you would go on to wear the bra she bought you, mimicking the poses of busty glamour models from adult magazines. The occasional knock on your bedroom door, and the subsequent scramble to hide any evidence of lingerie and makeup. The growing fears over whether you really are becoming a fairy, and accentuated by the horror of those nights, waking in orgasmic ecstasy, to unspeakable thoughts about men… 

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