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thank you so much for 900 followers luvs!! Ily <33

Holy moly, you guys!! I hit over 900 followers the other day which I know for some blogs is nothing but I’m dying over here! I have literally no idea what I did to deserve all of you but you’re here and I’m so thankful! Considering I had such a long hiatus due to personal matters I didn’t think I would make it to this point but damn! We’re here! So, being so close to 1,000 followers deserves some kind of celebration because I love you all so much! 

So, I know I’ve done it before but I’ll bring it back if you guys are interested… I’m talking about match ups and love letters! Basically what I need from you, my lovelies, is simple. I need a brief description of you physically (if you desire) and your personality. (What are you like? What are your hobbies? What do you enjoy/love? Etc.) 

For match ups: Please include 1-3 of your favorite video game series, you’re preferred pronouns, and preferred gender of your partner. 

For Love Letters: Please include the character that you would like to receive a letter from. And include your name/nickname for a personal touch. Pronoun preference isn’t necessary but you can include it if you’d like. 

This can be done anonymously or not it’s up to you. ;)   

Also, I saw a cute idea in a post, I don’t remember where I saw it. My apologies to the OP but it was an idea for short 500-1000 word drabbles based off of specific song lyrics. So, below the cut I’ve written up some song lyrics that are angsty or fluffy. Idea being that you choose 2 characters and one set of song lyrics and I’ll churn out a little drabble. 

Important:If you want a character x reader story then please state that in your request! Include ‘The Reader’ as a character and please list your preferred pronouns. Thank you! These lyrics will be first come first served (So I’m not writing multiple drabbles for the same lyrics) So, once a set of lyrics is requested I’ll cross it off the list below!

P.S. Two regular length requests are headed your way as I have a nice little 3 day vacation from work after a very intense week. :)  

1.      “Breathe, release it all. Come on now, I need your love. Come on now, never give up.” Breathe

2.      “But if we’re strong enough to let it in, in, in. We’re strong enough to let it go. Let it all go, let it all go. Let it all out now.” Let It All Go

3.      “When your world is feeling heavy you can lay your armor on me. You can lay your head down on me.” Constellate (Connor RK800 w/ F! Reader)

4.      “I can’t help but love you. Even though I try not to I can’t help but want you. I know that I’d die without you.” War of Hearts (Desmond Miles x F! Reader)

5.      “Come inside from the cold and rest your weary soul. You belong, you are loved, you are wanted. You’re not alone. I’ve missed you so.” Welcome Home

6.      “There is a light, in the dark, and I feel its warmth. In my hands, and my heart. Why can’t I hold on?” Waves(Connor RK800 w/ F! Reader)

7.      “But, you don’t know what it feels like to fall in love with you. No, you don’t know what it’s like when you can’t go back. ‘Cause I only lose my mind when I ain’t got you. And how can I not win when I’m always bound to lose.” Lose My Mind

8.      “The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out. You left me in the dark. No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight. In the shadow of your heart.” Cosmic Love

9.      “You break the fall, it’s not easy to trust. I wanna love you but I’m just too cynical. Relive the words. They never heal.” Break the Fall

10.  “I just wanna be where you are. Until the life leaves my body I’ll help you stand your ground. No looking back on our mistakes they can’t touch us now.” Where You Are

11.   “And I hope you call me when you feel alone. When you’re missing home send a siren out to sea. If not for you, then do it for me.” Elephants

12.   “Just let me know I’m not forgotten out here alone. The air is cold. The night is long. I feel like I might fade into the dawn; fade until I’m gone.” Far From Home

13.   “Cause I wished you the best of all this world could give. And I told you when you left me there’s nothing to forgive. But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me.” Jealous

14.   “I will always hold you close but I will learn to let you go. I promise I’ll do better. I will soften every edge. I’ll hold the world to its best and I’ll do better. With every heartbeat I have left I will defend your every breath.” Atlas:Light

15.   “But the feeling we once had starts to fade beneath the bad. And it’s everything… it’s everything. I’m losing you, yeah, I’m losing you. And I’m almost at the point of giving it up.”Losing You

16.   “'Cause I’m on fire like a thousand suns. I couldn’t put it out even if I wanted to. These flames tonight, look into my eyes and say you want me, too. Like I want you.” Hunger

17.   “Once in a lifetime does not happen again. So, I took a chance in a gamblers’ game put my heart on the line. And maybe I’m crazy, but I’ll never regret what I said to a girl I knew, before we even met.” Running Around in My Dreams(Garrus Vakarian x F! Reader)

18.   “There’s something in your eyes that reminds me; the worst days of mine are behind me. My heartstrings and yours are winding down. And baby you speak, and your whisper heals my mind. You lay down a kiss where I need it the most.”Heartstrings

19.   “Hoping for a moment that I turn around and you’ll be coming after me. 'Cause all that I can say is that it’s obvious… It’s obvious you’re all I see.” Stay

20.   “Can we find something new that we’ll never forget. If this is real, why don’t we feel a little bit more? It’s all that I’m asking. It’s all that I’m asking for.” Real

21.   “When I heard that sound… When the walls came down I was thinking about you, about you. When my skin grows old when my breath runs cold I’ll be thinking about you, about you.” Skin

22.   “You still get my heart racing, for you. I’ll never stop trying. I’ll never stop watching as you leave. I’ll never stop losing my breath every time I see you looking back at me.” Never Stop

23.   “I knew from the first time, I’d stay for a long time 'cause I like me better when… I like me better when I’m with you.” I Like Me Better

24.   “Retrace my lips. Erase your touch It’s all too much for me. Blow away like smoke in air.” Six Feet Under

25.   “Fools rush in and I’ve been the fool before. This time I’m gonna slow it down ‘cause I think this could be more. This thing I’m looking for.” Please Don’t Say You Love Me

26.   “When my head is strong but my heart is weak. I’m full of arrogance and uncertainty. But I can’t find the words you teach my heart to speak. You make it real for me and I’m running to you baby. You are the only one who save me.” You Make it Real

27.   “Sunshine and rain make a beautiful thing. Everything you are is everything I’m not. Night and day, light and dark. Everything I need is everything you’ve got. All your hate and all your love.” Hate and Love

28.   “I leave it all when I feel you near. What I’m saying is I need you here. Even though love never seems to last. If you think we’ve got a chance, stay awhile.” Stay Awhile

29.   “Together can never be close enough for me to feel like I am close enough to you. You wear white and I’ll wear out the words “I love you”. And you’re beautiful. Now that the wait is over and love has finally shown her my way. Marry me.” Marry Me

30.   “Is this the end of the moment or just a beautiful unfolding of a love that will never be or maybe be… Everything that I never thought could happen or ever come to pass? And I wonder, if maybe, maybe I could be all you ever dreamed.” Anywhere But Here

31.   “Well, I’m not sure what this is gonna be, but with my eyes closed all I see… Is the skyline, through the window, the moon above you and the streets below. Hold my breath as you’re moving in, taste your lips and feel your skin. When the time comes, baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly.” Kiss Me Slowly

32.   “And I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone. And I do want you to know I think you’d be good to me and I’d be so good to you. I would…” Good to You

33.   “Explosions, on the day you wake up needing somebody and you’ve learned… It’s okay to be afraid but it will never be the same. It will never be the same.” Explosions

34.   “And from the ballroom floor we are a celebration. One good stretch before our hibernation. Our dreams assured and we are, we’ll sleep well. You have stolen… You have stolen my heart.” Stolen

35.   “I could make you happy, make your dreams come true. There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do. Go to the ends of this Earth for you… To make you feel my love.” Make You Feel My Love

36.   “Highway run into the midnight sun. Wheels go round and round, you’re on my mind. Restless hearts sleep alone tonight; sending all my love along the wire.” Faithfully

37.   “And it will take this life of regret. For my heart to learn to forget. Tomorrow will be as it always has been and I will fall to her again. For I know I have come too close.” She Is the Sunlight

38.   “I wish you were a bad man. I wish you made it easier. I wish you’d done something unforgivable. 'Cause holding onto you is all that I can do until I learn the hands around my throat are my own.” Don’t Let Me Know

39.   “Wisdom tells me to turn away. Broken once, it’s all the same. My arms will grow, chest expanding. Of all the boys you could have landed. Why’d it have to be me? You…can’t take my eyes off of you.” Can’t Take My Eyes Off of You

40.   “If you love me, don’t let go. Hold on, Hold, on to me… 'Cause I’m a little unsteady. A little unsteady.” Unsteady

41.   “Open up your heart to me now. Let it all come pouring out there’s nothing I can’t take. If it’s love just feel it and if it’s life will see it. This is no time to be alone, alone. Yeah, I won’t let you go.”I Won’t Let You Go

42.   “Shadows, you took away the shadows. Before you, life was black and white. Though, tonight the room’s gone gray. Golden, all the love you gave was golden. Gold that I would gladly pay, to show the love I meant to say.” The Love I Meant to Say

43.   “I need you right now. So, don’t let me, don’t let me, don’t let me down. I think I’m losing my mind now. It’s in my head, darling I hope that you’ll be here, when I need you the most.” Don’t Let Me Down

44.   “Darling, so it goes, some things are meant to be. Take my hand, take my whole life too. For I can’t help falling in love with you.” Can’t Help Falling In Love

45.   “Have you ever wished for an endless night? Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight. Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself, will it ever get better than tonight?” Glitter In The Air

46.   “You’re in my arms and all the world is calm. The music playing on for only two. So close together, and when I’m with you… So close to feeling alive.”       So Close

47.   “So, take your time close your eyes. I will be there here with you. They may be right I may be foolish but I will wait for you.” Take Your Time

48.   “Hold my head inside your hands. I need someone who understands. I need someone, someone who hears. For you, I’ve waited all these years. For you I’d wait 'til kingdom come until my day, my day is done.” Til Kingdom Come

49.   “And when the tears you cry are all you can believe. Just give these loving arms a try and have a little faith in me.”Have a Little Faith in Me 

50.   “All your acting, your thin disguise. All your perfectly delivered lies. They don’t fool me. You’ve been lonely, too long.” Dust to Dust

51.   “Off in the night, while you live it up, I’m off to sleep. Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat. I hope it’s gonna make you notice… Someone like me.” Use Somebody

52.  “ When it’s too hard and too late. When I’m too tired to run away. When it cant stay the way it was. I need you ‘cause you smash the trouble I can’t take. And all the pieces of the break, evaporate” Evaporate

53.  “ I don’t even need to change the world. I’ll make the moon shine just for your view. I’ll make the starlight circle the room. And if you feel like night is falling
I wanna be the one you’re calling. 'Cause I believe that you could lead the way” Someone to You

54.  “Let me wash away you can find me after the flood. Let me wash away. Caught in the storm, caught in the rain. Caught in the rush that hides this pain. When you love someone you find a way to stay.” Caught In The Storm

55.  “I’ll be the light in the dark if you lose your way. And if you wait for me, I’ll be your voice when you don’t know what to say. I’ll be your shelter, I’ll be your fate.
I’ll be forever, Wait for me.” Last Train Home

56.  “Tell your secrets to the night. You do yours and I do mine. So we won’t have to keep them all inside.” Save Yourself

57.  “Give me oceans or canyons so deep they stretch for millions of miles. I’ll cross any divide, not a flicker of doubt. No danger I wouldn’t dare, to be with you.” Goodbye  

58.  “If I see you in my dreams tonight and you take my hands and tell me, “I’ve been waiting for you. Then I’ll tell you, "Me too.” If I see you in my dreams tonight.” In My Dreams

59.  “Do you feel something pulling you back in? Do you see something you wanna see again? I could be the one. I could make it up to you.” Lonely Boy

60.  “Baby I think I’m losing you, I can see it in your face. Don’t leave…I need you. And I need you ‘cause lately you’ve been the world to me.” Don’t Leave

61.  “I’ve been there before hoping and trying to make things right. But now I don’t know. Honey, these arms that once held you are ready to fight.” Ready to Fight

62.  “And I’ve always lived like this keeping a comfortable, distance. And up until now I had sworn to myself that I’m content with loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk.” The Only Exception

63.  “All my nights, taste like gold. Yeah, when I’m with you it’s like everything glows. And all my days we can lay low. Yeah, when we’re waking up; we’re waking up slow.” Waking Up Slow

64.  “Said a lot of words along the way. I meant them all while we reigned. But shores of love get beaten by the waves and after it was done I wish I’d saved time.” Tokyo Sunrise

65.  “The world’s such a crazy place. When the walls come down you’ll know I’m here to stay. There’s nothing I would change. Knowing that together everything that’s in our way… we’re better than alright.” Between the Raindrops

I hit 900 followers yesterday, and I also want to thank everyone who follows this blog, it means a lot to me that you want to read my writing <3 To celebrate, I decided to attach a little excerpt from the Spencer fic I’m working on, I’m thinking of titling it “Bookworm.” (This is also the first time I’m writing in Spencer’s pov, so I hope it sounds alright … might be a little ooc) Let me know what you think :))

This is the prompt … reader lends spencer a book and doesn’t find it remotely interesting but agrees to read it just because they looked so excited.

I could never really say no when it came to them. Sure, it started out as small acts of kindness and common courtesy you usually pay anyone that you’re friendly with. But I found myself filling up their mug with coffee, even when I wasn’t planning on getting one for myself. Or even to grab paperwork from the copy machine that laid other side of the bullpen, when I really only got up to mention something to Hotch.  

That was also why I had a book – that I never really was interested in reading – staring at me from my coffee table. It’ll only take me thirty minutes or less to get through, but that wasn’t the point. 

It had to have been the way they looked up when I asked what they were doing, nudging toward the book they were shoving into their bag. 

“I’ve just finished rereading,” Y/N had said, eyes bright, attempting to tuck the smile back into their lips. 

It wasn’t hard to notice the quick change of demeanour when I asked them what it was about, like it was singlehandedly the only question they’ve ever wanted to answer, but never got the chance. It’s quite funny isn’t it, talking about something you really love. The attempt to encapsulate the most important bits to make it sound as interesting to the person you’re talking to as it is to you. Despite the fact most of the speech was incoherent, I was nonetheless engaged, as I always was. 

“Would you like to borrow it?” 

And because every single little thing they asked me, happened to be my kryptonite, I obliged. 

900 Follower Celebration

9 is a sacred number. It is the number of elements, the number of hells, the worlds connected to Ygdrassil, the number of muses … so for my 900 follower celebration, you will choose your suitor and go through 3 trials to request a story. (Which is just a fancy way of saying, pick a guy and answer three questions xD).

I had a lot of fun crafting this and I hope to surprise you with what you choose. I never expected to get 9 follows much less 900. Your willingness to read, comment, fav, and reblog humble me. I am grateful for all the love in this fandom. I love you all too ❤️

Asks for the follower celebration are open until May 29th. See below the cut to make your choice and find all the gory details!

Choose your Suitor

Any from:

  • Ikemen Prince
  • Ikemen Sengoku
  • Ikemen Vampire
  • Ikemen Revolution
  • ObeyMe!
  • Nix Hydra: Arcana
  • Nix Hydra: Last Legacy

Choose your Element

  1. Earth 
  2. Air
  3. Fire
  4. Water
  5. Ether
  6. Time
  7. Space
  8. Soul
  9. Mind

Choose your Tree

  1. Birch- creativity and rebirth
  2. Rowan- travel and success
  3. Ash- divination and knowledge
  4. Alder- intuition and change
  5. Willow- safety and nurturing
  6. Hawthorn- protection and defense
  7. Oak- strength and good fortune
  8. Holly- transformation and offense
  9. Hazel- wisdom and reunion

Choose your Muse

  1. Calliope- muse of ecstatic harmony, poetry, and eloquence
  2. Clio- muse of history, memory, and great deeds
  3. Euterpe- muse of music, lyricism, and giver of delight
  4. Thalia- muse of joy and verdancy, comedy and humor
  5. Melpomene- muse of melody and tragedy
  6. Terpischore- muse of the lyre and dancing
  7. Erato - muse of beauty and eroticism
  8. Polyhymnia- muse of the sacred, praise, and the divine
  9. Urania- muse of universal love, teller of fortunes, and the heavens

***The gory details***

  • Multiple requests are allowed.
  • You can pick any suitor from the games listed but keep in mind, if the ENG route isn’t out, I’m not going to know their story so my version may be different than your vision.
  • This game is open until May 29th.
  • Stories will be posted in June (and maybe July if there are a lot of request).
  • Story lengths vary but usually land between 1K and 3K words.
  • Asks received before the follower event or during the event that are not celebration related won’t be written or posted until the follower event ends - so if you have a pending Ask, it may take a little longer to get to.
  • Series stories for Chevalier and Mitsuhide will be delayed during June while I post celebration fics.
  • If you have a question I didn’t cover, ask! I promise I don’t bite (often).
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