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Well I have some news to share…

Something that will come as a shocker to the majority of my followers and probably disappoint a few but…..I’m 8 days clean from using meth. And I am honestly trying to stay off the stuff. I’ve had a lot of bad things and loss happen to me the past few months. I’d be lying and in deniall if I said the drugs had nothing to do with it. I went from being a functional user to a full blown meth addict on the street and in drug motels. I’ve lost my family, my daughter, my home, my car, and many other things.

I am working on picking up the pieces and getting my life back in order at this point. Tonite I am sober and have a safe roof over my head. I want to say that maybe someday I’ll use for fun, but I’ve told myself this before and I couldn’t keep it at that fun level - no matter how much I fooled myself into thinking I could.

As for my blog, I can’t bring myself to delete it. I have a lot of memories and life in this blog. But I can’t be on here much because it’s very triggering to me.

I hope you all understand and if you want to unfollow me, I can respect that. It’s been fun, but time for me to hang my tweaker hat up on the shelf and become a better woman that I need to be.

Much love,

Jessica aka TasteMyCherries

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