#aele speaks

Practicing Buildings rn bc it’s easier to draw what you see not what you know when it’s something you’re not well-practiced at drawing.

This year I want to become more professional so I’ll be cutting back on commissions so I can do some hardcore studying. I may still take a few but aiming for professional skill level will be my priority

although this tumblr is sfw and won’t be really affected by The Purge, I also do have a twitter at

it was supposed to be an art twitter but it’s becoming more of a fate blog, unfortunately, but if tumblr does go down it’ll probably swing back into being more of an art twitter again.

I wish I could make multiple twitters on the same homepage as easily as I can tumblr blogs.

(I’d like to clarify that nobody has been after me and everyone has been very nice so far so I shouldn’t have worried really; I just put a lot of pressure on myself to perform and do well!)

I’m sorry but after this month, when i go into the waitlist and etc, I’m going to have to go a little easier on the work.
I’ve been pushing very hard to get everything out on time, and as a result have become extremely stressed to the point where I end up having no patience for anything IRL and it’s very bad. I know there’s this thing, where it’s said “then make time!” “then just do it!” “You have to fill every last minute or you’re not living up to your responsibilities!” But i really don’t like the person I’m becoming at all so I have to ease up for the sake of my sanity.

I actually do put a great deal of time into every commission I make, and I’m always very stressed that if I don’t return them on time, people will get upset at me; I probably won’t be any lazier but I would appreciate some patience and understanding so that i FEEL like I have the wiggle room to actually have some patience