#ah i need to go outside because im too in my head

i honestly dunno where and if i feel safe anywhere. not really even within the safetyness of my own phone . i want to be wrapped in a blanket and just not feel overwhelmed & even in the places i’d consider my safe spaces i don’t feel myself as welcome anymore :( i always come back tho . i always spring back to talk about the mundane stupid stuff & i want to feel like it’s alright to do that