#am i talking about the secret history

guess a book by description dark academia edition: group of people, some of them are friends, some of them are enemies, some of them are both at once, most of them are from rich families even if they don’t interact with their parents, one of them isn’t sure they have a right to be here, found family trope but in the fucked up way, a lot of subtex, homoerotic included, murder and suicide, mystery and intrigues, great language and atmosphere