#ancestral trauma
I will not have children. This inheritance dies with me.
The Latin is from Psalm 78 (Psalm 77 in the Vulgate):
Aperiam in parabolis os meum; loquar propositiones ab initio -
Quanta audivimus, et cognovimus ea, et patres nostri narraverunt nobis.
I will open my mouth with a parable; I will utter hidden things, things from of old -
Things we have heard and known, and things our ancestors have told us.