#andrew
Andrew *whispering while wrapped around Neil like a koala*: I don’t like you.
Neil *whispering back*: I’ll get over it.
nelkenbabe-deactivated20211107:
“i would die for you” this, “i’d walk through fire for you that”
what about “i’d live for you” romances? what about “i never thought i’d be worth the work it would take to piece myself together”?
what about “i don’t believe i’m worth it, but for you i’ll try”
Aaron, pulling an all nighter to study for his physics midterm:
Andrew, pulling an all nighter to binge watch all of Dynasty:
Aaron:why
I absolutely love this moment when Neil catches what he is saying. If he says, “I don’t want to go” he is forcing Andrew to ask him to stay, and Andrew doesn’t like to ask. But Neil also realizes he is being selfish. Andrew knows what Neil wants. Neil wouldn’t be in that hotel room otherwise, but he knows he may have damaged Andrew’s trust with all of his lies. If Andrew doesn’t want him there, it might not be best to stay. And most importantly, Neil is the reason Andrew lost control. By stating it that way, he’s giving control back to Andrew.
And I might love this moment more. Can we just admire Andrew at his best? When he is engaged, all-in, and present? For Neil. I would read 300 more novels of this. I really, really, need more.
Not only does Andrew figure out what memory he needs to invoke to help calm and reassure Neil, not only does he have the presence of mind to change languages and act instigator, but he’s doing it during a very emotional moment for himself. And he hates to feel. But he’s telling Neil he’ll fight for him.
Morning Andrew sketch What about bitten lip and marks on the neck?