so, yesterday, i bought the new ateez album, and two lucky things happened :

• first, i got hongjoong and seonghwa’s photocards. and this ship is by far my favorite ateez ship.
• and second, i got hongjoong’s photocard, and he is my ult bias in ateez. and even through i had two chances on eight to get him, i got him.

so, if there is some kind of goddess or god of luck who made this miracle happen, i wanna thank them. of course, i know it was just pure luck but it doesn’t happen to me that often that’s why i’m saying this.

also, i wanna thank ateez for like, the best mv of kpop (the real). everything was perfect. and don’t get me started on hongjoong in his outfit. please do anything you want with me, and i’ll gladly accept. i can’t believe i’m saying this about a guy who is one year younger than me…

i may be lowkey lucky or something like that??

so today, when i played superstar ateez, in the latest event for “eternal sunshine”, i gained seonghwa’s card (a-grade) when i cleared the song 5 times. and then, when you have an event-limited a-grade card, the game rewards you with an event-limited b-grade card. and the card i obtained was hongjoong.

and that’s where i somehow feels like life wants to rewards me because :

• first, i ship those two so much that they’re practically my favorite ship in the group (of course, i know they’re not together irl, but they’re my favorite ship).
• and second, i have a huge crush on hongjoong. like, it’s as huge as the one i have on felix. and honestly, at the start, i never noticed hongjoong at all. and then, more and more i started to get invested in the group, i became attached to the guy. so much that he’s my ult bias in ateez. and sometimes, i really feel like people don’t value his cuteness and his handsomeness much (idk if the word exists but i hope you get me). and also he makes me so happy, i just can’t.

also, it happened today which is the day where i finally found and brought treasure epilogue : action to answer (idk why but in the area where i live, this album is hard to find), and also tezuka kunimitsu’s birthday (he’s my overall favorite character in prince of tennis).

this post is too long, so i’ll leave it at this. stay safe guys :)