#at least i have some sort of feeling

youvefoundmyneverland:

Soul sucking
Life draining

Time ticking, slowly and taunting

Despire sneaks behind closed doors
Fear lurks in dark shadows

Waiting patiently for my guard to be down;

Grinning discreetly as it crawls upon my crumbled form;

“Surrender” whispers in thick air

“Yield” grazes the surface of my skin

Feeling defeated and imprisoned, I merely have room to breathe. My feet are too weak to flee.

Feeling threatened and trapped, I merely see a way out. My eyes are too watery to see.

Soul sucking
Life draining

Time ticking, slowly and taunting

My delusion of wait and hope to be rescued has broken into pieces.

My dream of independence and freedom has vanished into emptiness.

Thoughts, hope and love drain out of my veins

Leaving my soulless shell laying aimlessly among all

Lights may shed here and now

But it matters not

My eyes turned blind

My heart burried six feet down

My faith lost in the search of truth

I wake or I sleep

I walk or I stay still

It matters not

Soul sucking
Life draining

Time ticking, slowly and taunting as I drift further, disappearing into nothingness.

Shit I write when I am down

This was 6 months ago