#badthoughts

But I feel like all these dates are meaningless… Being cheated on really fucks up the ability to feel attractive, I just keep feeling like people are only interested because I have that whole desperate vibe going… and then as soon as they realise what a nut case I am they don’t want me because I’m too hard work :/ 
I don’t feel beautiful or like I’m something to be valued.. I just feel horrible :/