I want to make bad decisions and shut my brain down. I’m sitting on a park bench, by a busy street, playing with myself and edging.
I know I’ll leave a wet patch I when I stand up. I haven’t cum in 12 days, I spent around 6 of them edging myself whenever and wherever I could.
I’ve been feeling down lately, so I tried to deprive myself from any pleasure (a lot of no touch.) Even through all my bad days and mood swings I could tell I’ve been getting needier, my pussy is always dripping. Honestly I felt like I can’t help myself, I need to edge myself right here on this bench, where anyone could see me. Someone did see me take that last photo actually, I wonder how long he was watching before I saw him looking at me
Posting about my edging experiences on my other blog.
If this post gets enough likes/ reblogs it might encourage me to go for another walk tonight
