#because they just hit you outta left field

I literally just want one area of my health to be normal. The thing nobody wants to say about being in life-saving medications literally from birth: they can deteriorate your unrelated health so quickly! I’m tired of going to specialist after specialist and simply being given a shrug and told “You have this problem. It’s probably caused by your medications.” Dentists, neurologists, and now eye doctors. I’m 20 years old and being looked at for glaucoma, likely caused by my chronic hypertension (and possibly worsened by my body freaking out over my wacky blood sugars), which is likely caused by my daily medicine cocktail.

I just want to go to a yearly check up with some doctor, some where and not be told bad news. I think it’s giving me a complex.